Job 40:3-5 Job answered:
"I'm speechless, in awe—words fail me.
I should never have opened my mouth!
I've talked too much, way too much.
I'm ready to shut up and listen."
I should never have opened my mouth!
I've talked too much, way too much.
I'm ready to shut up and listen."
(The Message)
God, I am failing and I repent. I am wondering around in the Charlotte knowledge of who You are and I have not even came close. For I have never hung a star. I have never created even a tiny seed that begins a field of trees. I speak with a crippled heart. I fall all the way to the bottom with pride and determination that I have answers. Living before Your Eyes is so hard to understand. You have Placed the Beginning and I have zero understanding of where I am in that Timing. I do not even get myself up in the mornings. I speak of One I read about and think I am an expert; reading from the mind that travels many directions during a setting. I can hardly get through a sentence without feeling the pride of my own words. Where can I go with such silliness. How can I escape a place that makes me feel worth and tells me if I move I will die? I say I want to sit before Your Eyes and yet when You Call I crumble. How is it possible? I really do not have a clue. Jesus is the Shield that Protects me from death and yet I cannot fathom how this applies to my day as moment by moment can seem eternal. I am so lost in my own way. I know only to lay my crocked heart before you.
