My Children...My Children, Oh God, My Children

Father, I am so wrapped up in Your Love and want the same for my children!  My children... my children, oh God, my children.  Give them an understanding that Your Love is what Leads them into all Truths and will give them every need they have.  I find myself in want and then have constantly found that I am in total Safety as I have seen Your Love never fail me.  I pray that my children will extend Your Love that is given to them on to their children and on and on to the fullness of Your Kingdom Come.  Father, let Your Life and Word that Works in them be Rich and Alive as they seek the day’s adventures.  Take Hold of their thoughts and Turn them to be Expressions of Who You are so that inward Your Spirit has Rule of their steps.  Give them a Source to find You, a Place to run to for the dark times that wants to confuse them.  Open the Doors of Revelations so that every thought has a Truth to compare it self for Accuracy.  Let them see You in their neighbors, in their friends, in each other, in their children, in their brothers and sisters, in their parents and step parents.  Strip away any false foundations that make them stumble in walking Your Plan in their life.  Spirit of God, Blow with Might the Salvation of Your Truth.  Fill them with the Knowledge of Amazements so that the Hunger to Know more is ever burning within their heart.  Take their hands with Determination to Lead them to Green Pastures.  Deliver them from the enemy’s lies and deceitfulness.  Shine Your Light upon all questions and false words that may lead them astray.  Keep Your Eyes upon them constantly so that no turn is made without Your Directions Speaking Loud in their heart for their best to be had in You.  Look Strong upon them today and with Your Holy Presence Fall in their midst and Shower them with a Visual of Devine Steps… Right Steps… Purposed Steps… Power Steps… Wondrous Steps.  I hold back the enemy’s plans by the Name that has been Given to me for my Salvation and the Salvation of my children for eternity.  I speak the Knowledge of Jesus Christ and the Wonders of the Cross He completed for their life to be Saved as His Work Purchased the Right to His bride.  Surround my children with Work that Makes a Difference today in their life.  I am so grateful for Your Love that Carries us from day to day in New Places as we are set Ablaze in One so Holy, Your Son, my Redeemer, my Protector and the Gift to my children to all eternity. 

My children...my children, oh God, my children...!!!!  

All those born and those not yet born...thank You Jesus for Seeing all of us before we were ever birthed; and keep me ever aware of my responsibility as their mother…!

Place Where the Angels Play

Oh Burning Flamed Eyes that Pierces me from the inside out; my God, all Consuming of my heart and soul, ever lasting, forever to be the Light that chases all darkness into non existence from my heart.  Come and continue this day the Love Process that Wins my attention so that it is all I see and all that I yearn.  I am shaking as I have been Taken by the Tenderness of what Burns within.  It is the Title of Ownership.  It is the Work of Released Flames that have Come to Own me.  I am Sealed to its Passionate Written Song as it Rises past the control of my souls weaknesses.  It has Given a Place to my mind that in all troubles and wondering, I come back and Find Him.  Find Him Holding Strong the Stings that are Attached to be in this Way.  Making a Fire that Warms and Releases a Glory of His Place, this Love Pasture of Growth where I am brances extended from Love's Vine.  Touching me with Extraordinary Wave Lengths that Rise and Fall to Musical Tunes Showing a Beauty unseen and unheard.  Rising to the Embrace of Encircled Power and Walls that cannot be Passed through by outside disturbances.  The Unction of One Holy has Voiced a Song and it Sings His Want.  His Want of me.  Desires Spoken to be Heard if Listening.  So Lifts the Pull of His Greatest Desires and I find I am in His Arms that Stretched to Grab my heart with His Atmosphere, in His Pasture so Pure.  His Song of Desire Replays over and over as I Burn with this Whispered Explosion of unheard Love.  How long, how far, how much, how often, how great, how can this be?  How can His Face be so Cornered to the Restoration of my existence? How does this Flame take my mind, soul, body to this Place where the angels play?  Where the River is so Clear that it appears no level of depth or height, just existence.  I find my own love of such lacking and can only stand captured by His, so I come with brokenness.  With my cries I bend at the visual of my own image and with a loud shout I declare He is the Almighty, without even one to compare to His Likeness.  Of Uttermost Precision in All Ways, He is Sitting on The Throne.  Forever to be honored with praise of Who He Is and His Right to be worshipped!  I am found adoring His Love together with the elders and angels as I look upon Him and Amazed at what I see.  He Is.  The Only One!  Risen to a Place with the Father and Standing there......for me!  I weep for I am His.  His Name was Left for my acceptance to This Place, so I Soak in its Work as I hold it dear and close, breathing in over and over and over so that it is taken within me Deeper.  Jesus, oh my Jesus, Jesus, the Only One Worthy!  Jesus, You are so Majestic and the Total of Your Name, Jesus, sends out this Explanation of Power, as it is spoken all around the world and into the heavens as men fall on their knees.  The angels fall in reverence as Your Name comes from the earth from a bride You love.   The bride that awaits, singing together our praise with the heavens until You Return for us; to join with all those who know You and live in the Place where the angels play…!   So be Your Name...!

A Watch Upon Words

Father, I am taken into a world of wonders just by knowing You.  Just because You are God, just because You made me, just because You are… I have some amazing thoughts and my journey with You is hardly started.  You have even said that I was ‘set apart’ because I know You.  Sometimes I feel just like any other life but sometimes I do not feel like anyone else at all.  Designed differently, finding my heart Placed in expected and unexpected Sources of Life You Connect me to.  Like a cloud that moves about as the Wind blows.  This is so fascinating! 

But if I am not Solid in Your Love, the Wind can cause me to fall hard into a pocket of time that is more like a shadow of smoke rather than the Fire of Existence that I find when I’m seeing myself in You.  Shaken by trimmers of my world Moving to the Finale of a Mighty Coming, I lose sight of Your Breath that Blows to Trim my dead works and cry over unnecessary weight falling.  I am broken for Your Cleansing and whine for its Purity is difficult to Wear.  

But with Love, You Continue to Trim and Cleanse my words by nailing them before me so that I can match them to Yours and find those to Keep and those I must allow to burn.  Words so familiar but their road leads to unmarked destinies of no worth rather than to Truth that brings Smiles to every Remembrance of Your Heart.  I am pondering my conversation by the Help of One Holy and Stand in Your Counsel for the Trimming of unwanted words.  Words that carry fear as their foundation of sand; shaking the understanding of Good and bad.  I deliver the surrender of my words to the Tender and Precision of Truth, as Your Love makes Moves in me that I have yet to experience.  No love can match Your’s whose is Everlasting; so the process and uncertainty the mind feels of this moment of Change beginning has unbelievable Mercy as the Teacher.   As I partner with this New Moving of Your Wind upon me, I open my heart to New Trust building and forming as I watch with careful eyes a world of Wonders just because I know You, just because You are God, just because You made me, just because You are..!  As the Life of Jesus, Your Son, Laid this example of Choosing His Words, I rest in His Life that Dwells in me that even my breath speaks only His Love...!

John 20:22 (The Message Bible)
Then he took a deep breath and breathed into them. "Receive the Holy Spirit," he said.    

I'm Ready to Shut Up and Listen

Job 40:3-5 Job answered:

   "I'm speechless, in awe—words fail me.
   I should never have opened my mouth!
I've talked too much, way too much.
   I'm ready to shut up and listen."

(The Message)

God, I am failing and I repent.  I am wondering around in the Charlotte knowledge of who You are and I have not even came close.  For I have never hung a star.  I have never created even a tiny seed that begins a field of trees.  I speak with a crippled heart.  I fall all the way to the bottom with pride and determination that I have answers.  Living before Your Eyes is so hard to understand.  You have Placed the Beginning and I have zero understanding of where I am in that Timing.  I do not even get myself up in the mornings.  I speak of One I read about and think I am an expert; reading from the mind that travels many directions during a setting.  I can hardly get through a sentence without feeling the pride of my own words.  Where can I go with such silliness.  How can I escape a place that makes me feel worth and tells me if I move I will die?   I say I want to sit before Your Eyes and yet when You Call I crumble.  How is it possible?  I really do not have a clue.  Jesus is the Shield that Protects me from death and yet I cannot fathom how this applies to my day as moment by moment can seem eternal.  I am so lost in my own way.  I know only to lay my crocked heart before you. 

Those Who Love His Name Will Dwell There

Psalm 69:5 (The Message)

 5 God, you know every sin I've committed;
   My life's a wide-open book before you.

Psalm 69:34-36 (NIV)

³⁴ Let heaven and earth praise him,
   the seas and all that move in them,
³⁵ for God will save Zion
   and rebuild the cities of Judah.
Then people will settle there and possess it;
 ³⁶ the children of his servants will inherit it,
   and those who love his name will dwell there.

Father, with GREAT SATIFACTION AND DELIGHT I praise You; for I am rejoicing with a heart of passionant thoughts and pouring of the Mighty Act of Mercy that Wrote my name upon Your Heart, even as I am.  Written upon a Place neither man nor can enemy touch or remove, upon Your Heart Hidden in the Secret Place. Lightness is my path as this Jewel of Great Price is Presented as my reward. I stand in such need; waiting, with happy feet that Dance in Your Arms daily, for each Face to face Embrace.  How Miraculous, for You Truly KNOW me; I am completely exposed beyond the words or countenance of my soul’s painful search for justice or equality of my own judgments, yet finding You are Bigger than my difficulties or my shameful ways.  I can only bring You my broken heart and without failure You Sincerely are Open and Call me on in. Each time taking me to be Your Own.  Adopting me into Love’s Flow for my life to Dwell in Your Name as I wearily continue my search for all Your Ways to be mine.  For I fall but Your Hand is there to help me try again.  I faint and Your Energy is there to Revive my breathing.  I show You my crippled past and You Cover it with Grace to overcome and Kiss away the pain.  OHhhhhh, How I LOVE Your Name and what Amazements it brings to my days.  Your Name has such Volume in its Truth and always outweighs my weakness and stumbling.  What is greater than Your Name; oh none, my Lord!  What exceeds Your Name’s Blessings; oh none, my Lord!  What can I seek of more value than Your Name; oh none, my Lord!  My Inheritance is Your Name and I Dwell there in Peace. My Inheritance is Your Name and my heart praises with all of creation in both land and sea.  I love Your Name and wear it with much gratitude, for You have chosen me out of darkness and Placed me in Your Light that Warms inside out.  I am Love Sick for I Love the Place of Provision in Your Name..!  Softly Your Name is spoken within a deep thought …. ‘Jesus’… and the Atmosphere changes as it Declares Loudly a Miracle of Grace upon my life.  Again spoken ‘Jesus’ and the Beauty of a Mystery of Love Swells within.  I am so lost to its Pampering and Delight.  As I accept Your Name as truly my own, I secretly with great hopes, pray I can be Made just like this Miracle of Grace and reflect Its Worth and change the atmosphere all about me so all wrong is Pushed away.  There is no One or no Thing Like You.  I yearn after Your Name always with passion that was Given…!  I Love Your Name, Jesus…! Thank You for Your Name that was Born for the Eternal Life I Receive through It…!   I Love Your Name and desire to always Dwell Here.

Waiting For the Next Glance, Sound, Movement

God, I am so messed up.  I am so, so messed up.  I have been smitten by a Love that Speaks to me night and day. Oh, with a whisper it keeps my soul in constant awareness of its Sweetness and how delicately it Gives me a tingle all over.  I know I am walking about on ground but inwardly I am sure I have risen above the ground ,into the air, as I cannot feel my steps, they just happen.  I stop and curl up in a comfortable position with the Pillow about my head and I Wait for a New Slumber.  A Slumber that eases everything about me and assures me of a Safe Place where the heart goes into thoughts of the Love I want to tell and the Love that I receive.  Slowly it Falls, the Perfect Slumber, as it begins with the Passion of Realness; without pretense and no shame.  My mouth begins to form a light smile before I realize I have even made an expression.  I reposition my head in my Pillow as I listen to the Sound of Love over me.  I take a deep breath, for it is a moment that seems too good to be true.  Your Voice holds so much more than sound, so much more than words that tumble from a mouth.  Your Voice has few Words yet what comes from Them Creates in my mind  more than I can write of or gather.  It’s like Your Glance even has Words that I cannot catch for they are too numerous.  I wait with the arms of my heart open to hear them, yet it is too much.  I wait for the Next Glance, Sound, Movement; anything for I lay down to sSumber in the Rest that takes me away to a Place that fascinates me. 

What do You see in me?  I know that who You are is Love Unending, Unselfish with Abandonment of all that is Yours towards me.  Willing to allow me to take on Your Name and Sing with its Joy.  But why Chase me?  Why, my thoughts question.   Why Chase after me with such Wonders of Gifts and Love so Pure.  I am of such want and my needs are from such brokenness and yet You see something that delights Your Hearing.  You Hear me coming to our Place of Captured Thoughts and I see You afar Running to Open the Door for me.  Heavens make Note of the Time, makes Note of our exchanged words.  The Stir is all about as I watch Creation Forming for a Moment with You is never the same. It is always New. 

Who is that Singing?  Tones of such as a City.  Many, so many Bells that Ring New Taps of Tunes, so many unspoken Love Sounds coming from an awaken gathering.  I wait, as I slumber in such Softness for I have found Safety in Your Arms, the Softness of This Pillow.  I am falling in Love over and over as I wait.  Waiting for the Next Glance, Sound, Movement; anything for I lay down to slumber in the Rest that takes me away to a Place that fascinates me…! 

Are You Still There?

Father, as I have remembered Your Love throughout my life, too numerous to count or write of, I realize today is what my heart has longed and waited for.  Today is the time that I can bring to the open my appreciation of Your Plans for me and marvel at how You Work.  Always Looking to Stretch Your Hand to my aid.  I don’t understand Your Consistency.  I don’t get it, Your Gladness over me.  I keep coming back with eyes of curiosity, ‘Are You still there?’  I make another move with one eye on You and one eye afar.  I wonder…? ‘Are You still there?’  I giggle as I see You Watching, finding such Pleasure that You don’t want to miss a thing I do.  Etching my words in the Stones for eternity to hear; how is it that You are Fascinated over me?  How does this make Your day more exciting?   What is it exactly that You are Looking for in me?   Oh how I wonder, how I find it beyond comprehension that I am Your Tabernacle and Your Dwelling lies within my movement on earth.  That the walk and work of my days carry such as the Glory of such Brightness I cannot look on with natural eyes.  How is it that such Sounds line them self up to make such Sweet Melody’s for my ears to hear and my voice to utter?  Do You Form them at night while I sleep?  Do You scatter them all around the earth so that as I come to it’s destiny, I find them?  Are they hanging in the particles of the air so when my body touches into its substance, I am Taken into Your Song.  For with amusement and curiosity I am Brought into Your Place moment by moment as if I were dancing in a soft rain as the Sun shines to show safety.  New Comes to my heart and I am Freshly Dressed in Your Sound as each day gives it’s all to me.   My outer garment is so warn and oldness is more and more visible.  How is it that I feel more Life instead of less as this process is happening?   Is it because of age which brings me closer to the Day I meet You Face to face?  I am so caught up in the High Notes of Your Soft Voice and Your Walk that puzzles my mind.  How did I get here?  How did You do this?  I look with curious eyes this morning as I deeply enjoy Your Consistent Love over me and scramble around with giggles of Joy when I continue to find You, when I stop and ask,  'Are You still there?'