Dancing with my heart, my words, my song, and my love, before my God…


But let all who take refuge in you be glad; let them ever sing for joy. Spread your protection over them, that those who
LOVE YOUR NAME may rejoice in you. Psalms 5:11

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Come See the Son Rise and be Refreshed

Isaiah 40:28-29 (The Message Bible)
Don't you know anything? Haven't you been listening? God doesn't come and go. God lasts.
   He's Creator of all you can see  or  imagine. He doesn't get tired out, doesn't pause to catch his breath.  And he knows everything, inside and out. He energizes those who get tired,
   gives fresh strength to dropouts.

Father, it is me and so often I am that person that ‘does not know anything..!’  I have not ‘been listening..!’  But I hear a Word this morning that Takes my thoughts into something Fresh and Creates an Imagination of something Precious and Pure that sends Chills inside me like the sound of Beautiful Tunes Catching my attention and I have to stop… stop and pass the word for others to do the same.  Listen… Oh my… listen..!  Hear what I hear?  What or where is This coming from?  Let’s run to find it.  Let’s hurry to catch it so that we can soar as it Soars!  To Find it means Energy, Fresh Strength; for it Lasts forever without stop.  One who never stops to catch their Breath is Singing.  He will never Walk away.  Hear the Sound?  I must follow and give my world to It for the Wonders of such a Place is what my soul seems to have been purposed for.  I am Captivated by the Joining of so many to Form such Beauty.  For a Garden of Color is now over the Valley from This Power and each stretch is to see the Son’s Brilliance and Form Richer and Richer Likeness from This Source.  Oh how it Sings of Blends unheard.  How it Gathers a multitude who dare come see the Son Rise not seen before and be Refreshed.  Hearts Stolen by total Abandoned of the earths pull to be the Connection and Sound of Love from Sight and Strength coming from This Place of Freshness so New.  I am Here!  He has Encircled my heart and Called.  He has Placed His Sound within and Bids me to Release it for a Blend of His Work Orchestrated.  Oh how my ears are Full.  How the Echo of His Name Sings out over the Valley so Amazingly.  Continuing over, over, over, over, over… up and down, up and down to the Utter Parts of His Work.  No end to Its Sound, only an Unveiling of Beauty as it Sings.  Carry me forever, I cry.  Carry me for eternity to This Place of Color and Sounds.  Fresh Strength for a dropout and Energy for my tired heart.  Oh I Come and Lay in the Valley of Rest.  This is the Sound, This is the Name I Love…!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Jesus, The Name That Moves Things

Jesus, there is so much
I don’t know about You!
There is so much to wonder about,
to think and question. 

I love all the Mystery around You,
for around every corner there is a
New Thought
and Understanding that You are Giving. 

When Your Name is spoken
by my voice,
things move? 
Move? 
Released by my lungs expanding
and exhaling the Sound
as Faith attached by You is Given.  

When I put Your Name
against anything,
nothing compares? Nothing..!  
It is a Name that when heard,
an enormous amount of thoughts
enter the mind of those in listening. 
Pictures are visualized and
hearts will weep as a
Reality breaks through a pain. 

Your Name takes a dead event
and the Miraculous occurs. 

There is a distance to Your Name
that is immeasurable
and yet it Lives on the tip of my tongue
and wonders about in my heart.  

A Knowledge that You Ascended
upon High to Sit with the Father
and yet Your Name and Spirit
Moves a dark room I step into,
to Brightness my eyes are unable to look upon.  

Your Name Lives with more Life
than any substance upon earth,
big or small. 

You are the Word;
Your Name has affected
the beginning of life
to the end of life. 

Spoken before there was ground
for Adam and Eve to walk on;
Spoken before the sun was placed
in its pattern;
Spoken before and during
all the Colors of the rainbow
was in a process to become visual
to my eyes
Designed to see Promise. 

Your Name continues to
Create my days
as I walk out Your Acceptance
as the Gaze
of its Power
Sits Guard to my soul. 

Jesus, Your Name is an
Invisible Visual. 
How can that be?   

So much Mystery in its Sound
and always a
Treasure
of constant desire to find. 

A Name left with Instructions
to Apply,
to Believe in,
to Walk by,
to Surrender to,
to Take us from death
to Life for eternity. 

A Name that Began in the heavens
as the Word that Began all. 
Making Something
of nothing.

I say it
and the Eyes of its Living Heart Beat
Rushes to fill the room. 

This Name of God’s Love Sent
has a Foundation of Purity
and Arrives at my heart
Ready to Consume me
with a Passion Built
outside my mind’s capacity of comprehension. 

But I embrace the Name,
Jesus,
and taste it slowly
as I invite the Evidence
of its Holiness to change me. 

I put my hand out slowly
to show I am interested
as all within me
has bidden me to dare the exploration. 

I say This Name,
Jesus,
with curiosity as I find it
Staying about my heart;
Flowing Softly
it Takes up all my surrounding. 

Jesus, the Name
that moves things
when I speak.

My Children...My Children, Oh God, My Children

Father, I am so wrapped up in Your Love and want the same for my children!  My children... my children, oh God, my children.  Give them an understanding that Your Love is what Leads them into all Truths and will give them every need they have.  I find myself in want and then have constantly found that I am in total Safety as I have seen Your Love never fail me.  I pray that my children will extend Your Love that is given to them on to their children and on and on to the fullness of Your Kingdom Come.  Father, let Your Life and Word that Works in them be Rich and Alive as they seek the day’s adventures.  Take Hold of their thoughts and Turn them to be Expressions of Who You are so that inward Your Spirit has Rule of their steps.  Give them a Source to find You, a Place to run to for the dark times that wants to confuse them.  Open the Doors of Revelations so that every thought has a Truth to compare it self for Accuracy.  Let them see You in their neighbors, in their friends, in each other, in their children, in their brothers and sisters, in their parents and step parents.  Strip away any false foundations that make them stumble in walking Your Plan in their life.  Spirit of God, Blow with Might the Salvation of Your Truth.  Fill them with the Knowledge of Amazements so that the Hunger to Know more is ever burning within their heart.  Take their hands with Determination to Lead them to Green Pastures.  Deliver them from the enemy’s lies and deceitfulness.  Shine Your Light upon all questions and false words that may lead them astray.  Keep Your Eyes upon them constantly so that no turn is made without Your Directions Speaking Loud in their heart for their best to be had in You.  Look Strong upon them today and with Your Holy Presence Fall in their midst and Shower them with a Visual of Devine Steps… Right Steps… Purposed Steps… Power Steps… Wondrous Steps.  I hold back the enemy’s plans by the Name that has been Given to me for my Salvation and the Salvation of my children for eternity.  I speak the Knowledge of Jesus Christ and the Wonders of the Cross He completed for their life to be Saved as His Work Purchased the Right to His bride.  Surround my children with Work that Makes a Difference today in their life.  I am so grateful for Your Love that Carries us from day to day in New Places as we are set Ablaze in One so Holy, Your Son, my Redeemer, my Protector and the Gift to my children to all eternity. 

My children...my children, oh God, my children...!!!!  

All those born and those not yet born...thank You Jesus for Seeing all of us before we were ever birthed; and keep me ever aware of my responsibility as their mother…!

Monday, April 4, 2011

Place Where the Angels Play

Oh Burning Flamed Eyes that Pierces me from the inside out; my God, all Consuming of my heart and soul, ever lasting, forever to be the Light that chases all darkness into non existence from my heart.  Come and continue this day the Love Process that Wins my attention so that it is all I see and all that I yearn.  I am shaking as I have been Taken by the Tenderness of what Burns within.  It is the Title of Ownership.  It is the Work of Released Flames that have Come to Own me.  I am Sealed to its Passionate Written Song as it Rises past the control of my souls weaknesses.  It has Given a Place to my mind that in all troubles and wondering, I come back and Find Him.  Find Him Holding Strong the Stings that are Attached to be in this Way.  Making a Fire that Warms and Releases a Glory of His Place, this Love Pasture of Growth where I am brances extended from Love's Vine.  Touching me with Extraordinary Wave Lengths that Rise and Fall to Musical Tunes Showing a Beauty unseen and unheard.  Rising to the Embrace of Encircled Power and Walls that cannot be Passed through by outside disturbances.  The Unction of One Holy has Voiced a Song and it Sings His Want.  His Want of me.  Desires Spoken to be Heard if Listening.  So Lifts the Pull of His Greatest Desires and I find I am in His Arms that Stretched to Grab my heart with His Atmosphere, in His Pasture so Pure.  His Song of Desire Replays over and over as I Burn with this Whispered Explosion of unheard Love.  How long, how far, how much, how often, how great, how can this be?  How can His Face be so Cornered to the Restoration of my existence? How does this Flame take my mind, soul, body to this Place where the angels play?  Where the River is so Clear that it appears no level of depth or height, just existence.  I find my own love of such lacking and can only stand captured by His, so I come with brokenness.  With my cries I bend at the visual of my own image and with a loud shout I declare He is the Almighty, without even one to compare to His Likeness.  Of Uttermost Precision in All Ways, He is Sitting on The Throne.  Forever to be honored with praise of Who He Is and His Right to be worshipped!  I am found adoring His Love together with the elders and angels as I look upon Him and Amazed at what I see.  He Is.  The Only One!  Risen to a Place with the Father and Standing there......for me!  I weep for I am His.  His Name was Left for my acceptance to This Place, so I Soak in its Work as I hold it dear and close, breathing in over and over and over so that it is taken within me Deeper.  Jesus, oh my Jesus, Jesus, the Only One Worthy!  Jesus, You are so Majestic and the Total of Your Name, Jesus, sends out this Explanation of Power, as it is spoken all around the world and into the heavens as men fall on their knees.  The angels fall in reverence as Your Name comes from the earth from a bride You love.   The bride that awaits, singing together our praise with the heavens until You Return for us; to join with all those who know You and live in the Place where the angels play…!   So be Your Name...!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

A Watch Upon Words

Father, I am taken into a world of wonders just by knowing You.  Just because You are God, just because You made me, just because You are… I have some amazing thoughts and my journey with You is hardly started.  You have even said that I was ‘set apart’ because I know You.  Sometimes I feel just like any other life but sometimes I do not feel like anyone else at all.  Designed differently, finding my heart Placed in expected and unexpected Sources of Life You Connect me to.  Like a cloud that moves about as the Wind blows.  This is so fascinating! 

But if I am not Solid in Your Love, the Wind can cause me to fall hard into a pocket of time that is more like a shadow of smoke rather than the Fire of Existence that I find when I’m seeing myself in You.  Shaken by trimmers of my world Moving to the Finale of a Mighty Coming, I lose sight of Your Breath that Blows to Trim my dead works and cry over unnecessary weight falling.  I am broken for Your Cleansing and whine for its Purity is difficult to Wear.  

But with Love, You Continue to Trim and Cleanse my words by nailing them before me so that I can match them to Yours and find those to Keep and those I must allow to burn.  Words so familiar but their road leads to unmarked destinies of no worth rather than to Truth that brings Smiles to every Remembrance of Your Heart.  I am pondering my conversation by the Help of One Holy and Stand in Your Counsel for the Trimming of unwanted words.  Words that carry fear as their foundation of sand; shaking the understanding of Good and bad.  I deliver the surrender of my words to the Tender and Precision of Truth, as Your Love makes Moves in me that I have yet to experience.  No love can match Your’s whose is Everlasting; so the process and uncertainty the mind feels of this moment of Change beginning has unbelievable Mercy as the Teacher.   As I partner with this New Moving of Your Wind upon me, I open my heart to New Trust building and forming as I watch with careful eyes a world of Wonders just because I know You, just because You are God, just because You made me, just because You are..!  As the Life of Jesus, Your Son, Laid this example of Choosing His Words, I rest in His Life that Dwells in me that even my breath speaks only His Love...!

John 20:22 (The Message Bible)
Then he took a deep breath and breathed into them. "Receive the Holy Spirit," he said.    

Monday, March 28, 2011

I'm Ready to Shut Up and Listen

Job 40:3-5 Job answered:

   "I'm speechless, in awe—words fail me.
   I should never have opened my mouth!
I've talked too much, way too much.
   I'm ready to shut up and listen."
(The Message)

God, I am failing and I repent.  I am wondering around in the Charlotte knowledge of who You are and I have not even came close.  For I have never hung a star.  I have never created even a tiny seed that begins a field of trees.  I speak with a crippled heart.  I fall all the way to the bottom with pride and determination that I have answers.  Living before Your Eyes is so hard to understand.  You have Placed the Beginning and I have zero understanding of where I am in that Timing.  I do not even get myself up in the mornings.  I speak of One I read about and think I am an expert; reading from the mind that travels many directions during a setting.  I can hardly get through a sentence without feeling the pride of my own words.  Where can I go with such silliness.  How can I escape a place that makes me feel worth and tells me if I move I will die?   I say I want to sit before Your Eyes and yet when You Call I crumble.  How is it possible?  I really do not have a clue.  Jesus is the Shield that Protects me from death and yet I cannot fathom how this applies to my day as moment by moment can seem eternal.  I am so lost in my own way.  I know only to lay my crocked heart before you. 

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Those Who Love His Name Will Dwell There

Psalm 69:5 (The Message)

 5 God, you know every sin I've committed;
   My life's a wide-open book before you.

Psalm 69:34-36 (NIV)
34 Let heaven and earth praise him,
   the seas and all that move in them,
35 for God will save Zion
   and rebuild the cities of Judah.
Then people will settle there and possess it;
 36 the children of his servants will inherit it,
   and those who love his name will dwell there.

Father, with GREAT SATIFACTION AND DELIGHT I praise You; for I am rejoicing with a heart of passionant thoughts and pouring of the Mighty Act of Mercy that Wrote my name upon Your Heart, even as I am.  Written upon a Place neither man nor can enemy touch or remove, upon Your Heart Hidden in the Secret Place. Lightness is my path as this Jewel of Great Price is Presented as my reward. I stand in such need; waiting, with happy feet that Dance in Your Arms daily, for each Face to face Embrace.  How Miraculous, for You Truly KNOW me; I am completely exposed beyond the words or countenance of my soul’s painful search for justice or equality of my own judgments, yet finding You are Bigger than my difficulties or my shameful ways.  I can only bring You my broken heart and without failure You Sincerely are Open and Call me on in. Each time taking me to be Your Own.  Adopting me into Love’s Flow for my life to Dwell in Your Name as I wearily continue my search for all Your Ways to be mine.  For I fall but Your Hand is there to help me try again.  I faint and Your Energy is there to Revive my breathing.  I show You my crippled past and You Cover it with Grace to overcome and Kiss away the pain.  OHhhhhh, How I LOVE Your Name and what Amazements it brings to my days.  Your Name has such Volume in its Truth and always outweighs my weakness and stumbling.  What is greater than Your Name; oh none, my Lord!  What exceeds Your Name’s Blessings; oh none, my Lord!  What can I seek of more value than Your Name; oh none, my Lord!  My Inheritance is Your Name and I Dwell there in Peace. My Inheritance is Your Name and my heart praises with all of creation in both land and sea.  I love Your Name and wear it with much gratitude, for You have chosen me out of darkness and Placed me in Your Light that Warms inside out.  I am Love Sick for I Love the Place of Provision in Your Name..!  Softly Your Name is spoken within a deep thought …. ‘Jesus’… and the Atmosphere changes as it Declares Loudly a Miracle of Grace upon my life.  Again spoken ‘Jesus’ and the Beauty of a Mystery of Love Swells within.  I am so lost to its Pampering and Delight.  As I accept Your Name as truly my own, I secretly with great hopes, pray I can be Made just like this Miracle of Grace and reflect Its Worth and change the atmosphere all about me so all wrong is Pushed away.  There is no One or no Thing Like You.  I yearn after Your Name always with passion that was Given…!  I Love Your Name, Jesus…! Thank You for Your Name that was Born for the Eternal Life I Receive through It…!   I Love Your Name and desire to always Dwell Here.