Dancing with my heart, my words, my song, and my love, before my God…


But let all who take refuge in you be glad; let them ever sing for joy. Spread your protection over them, that those who
LOVE YOUR NAME may rejoice in you. Psalms 5:11

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Administration Of Love's Manipulation

Daddy God,
Hold me, oh Lord Hold me today. 
You have my heart, You have my thoughts,
You have my life. 

As this life gives me such trials to show I am so far from the Perfect You are; I need You Arms around me with a Grip that lets me know
that every day I live
I will not slip or fall. 

I continue to walk toward You
and know I will be
Shaken
as the rusty grim must be Sanded
so that Your Face Shines in my life. 

Cornered by Your Love
I know my desires Change as I am Met with Your Beauty which cause me to so easily leave behind the sins of my flesh. 

Oh the Glory when I enter the
Edge of Your House;
my soul begins to Sing as Love escapes the Central depth of my own heart.  Rising Comes the Composition in a Profound, Hidden, and Bottomless Inner Secret Place by the Works of Your Dwelling.  

The Splendid Song of the Fairest that is Dazzling makes Sound 

Therefore, I search and I listen for each Note. 

I give attention
to what my surroundings are
that You Placed this day Created for me;
Created to Give Delightful Satisfactions for my longing
to Rest and Dwell with You.   

My eyes begin to ponder
what the heart sees
and finds of interest; for
Your Love
 is Sifting within and Separating flesh and spirit.   

I am distracted but Your Love Bids me to Come Back as
You Fight for my heart.

The Awareness of Life around me again
begins to absorb
Your Knock at my heart. 

Rapping at my thoughts like a
Gentle Delicate Chime
that gets every third beat in an Excellent Incomparable Song Capturing my soul to give Expression of Extreme Beauty. 

Beautiful
is the Administration of Love’s Manipulation
to Enclose me in the Stereo of the Trinity. 

To Encircle me with my Father’s Love
Poured upon me by His Spirit,
with Hopes for Eternity with my Groom, His Son. 

I stretch to widen my heart’s capacity,
for Love Expands to Burst the walls of my flesh
for the Rivers to Roll in, and have Command and Restrain the old me from dominating.   

Oh God, This is what I want;
This,
the Administration of Love’s Manipulation
to Direct and Hold me in Check so that my foot does not slip.   

The Unsearchable Love that Exceeds any understanding.   

Thank You for Fighting for my heart.  Thank You for Marching around my boarder and Securing my Safety.  Thank You for Watching my steps so that they are Ordered and Your Love has a Place to Work. 

I am
Held by Your Love
as Your Eyes Burn with Jealousy for me. 

I will Sing Your Song Forever…!

Proverbs 16:9
(KJV) A man's heart deviseth his way; but the Lord directeth his steps.

(NIV)  In his heart a man plans his course, but he Lord determines his steps.

(The Message ) We plan the way we want to live, but only God makes us able to live it.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Fire Of Your Breath Blows Me Upward

Father, God, King, Great and Mighty are Your Wonders.  I have seen only a
Microscopic Portion
and I can scarcely stand how it Floods my mind with Desire.

One Look Creates a Need for another Look;
One Taste and I am
Scrambling for another Morsel. 

I have been Risen likened as in a
Grand Balloon
while the
Fire of Your Breath Blows me Upward
and the Sights Increasingly Splendid. 

I find familiar places and yet taking on a completely
New Perspective. 

You Give a New Look to an old thought. 
You Give a New Taste to worn out taste buds. 

I know only to cry out for More,
oh Prized Beloved
that has become the Treasure I seek;
Fill me with
Cherished Sights
from the Air of Your Heights. 

I Sing to all…
Come Join my heart to
Blend the Sounds of Costly Surrender
and Watch the Essentials
become the Crucial Significant for breathing. 

Make Sounds of Great Magnitude
as the Holy One
Makes the insignificant of
Influential Value for
His Son. 

Be the Central One’s laughter
as You Dance before His Eyes so Pure. 
Be the weight of His Crown
as you give your life to His Pleasures. 

The Brightness of the Son
will Guide you and Hide You in all storms. 

You will Dance as His Love
shuts the mouth of those looking for trouble;
Hiding you in
His Blushing Color
as you delight in His Streams
Clear as a mountain river. 

Come Soar in His Adventures. 
Come to the Edge
with One who Created this Place. 

Find the Brilliance of His Love
as you allow all the
traffic of worries pass you by. 

Hand over the Control
to the Son
who Chauffeur’s you
in Magnificent Air of Beauty;
Slip Away with Him. 

As He Compels the broken hearted
and the down cast
to the Joy Ride of His Passion,
see what Comes when you
Adopt His Plan and lay down your own.   

Ride
the Grand Balloon as the
Fire of His Breath Blows you Upward.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Fearless To Climb

God, oh my Place of Comfort, my heart that breaks has no fear… no fear anymore to come to You with it all.  Unsharpened by my state of sorrow as I see too many pains and know too many bruises upon the body! 

I have been set to Know that Your Love is eternal and without flaws of disappointment. 

How do I comprehend Your Testimony of Endurance, Your Constance, ever Abiding Love; Love that does not run from me but Covers me with an Adoption by Your Blood?  I am
fearless to climb
up to the Mountain where I know I find the Gift of Your Countenance. For I have Your Harness around my life to catch my falls and Place me back upon the Sure Steps. 

I have lost the fear that You are out to cause me harm. I am found guilty of knowing You are in
Eye to eye contact
with me to Develop me in Your Love.   

To Prove to me that my jumps remain Enclosed in the
Gym of Your Garden
so that even Your Ears hear the flicker of each of my moves.   Ready for a twinkle of my cry! 

Father, God of Comfort to the soul, how do I show such Love; for I find it from You
 but I feel I fail
so desperately in pouring out the same upon others. 

Fail in reflecting the Walk I live with You. 

Oh the joy of realizing that You have the same Love for those I love and seeing Your Love far outweighs and outlives any I have. 

What a walk we walk in… the Abundance of Unmerited Love.   

I continue the climb for the Closer I get I find my own eyes opening more and Your Grace Covering all weak and broken people like myself. 

Thank You for Keeping me and those I love in the
Gym of Your Garden
where Your Eyes and Ears are Set upon our journey to Your Mountain as we are
 fearless to climb,
fearless to speak of all things; committing our thoughts to You for Love, Correction and Direction.
 
1 Timothy 1:15 (The Message)
Here's a word you can take to heart and depend on: Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners. I'm proof—Public Sinner Number One—of someone who could never have made it apart from sheer mercy. And now he shows me off—evidence of his endless patience—to those who are right on the edge of trusting him forever. Deep honor and bright glory to the King of All Time— One God, Immortal, Invisible, ever and always. Oh, yes! I'm passing this work on to you, my son Timothy. The prophetic word that was directed to you prepared us for this. All those prayers are coming together now so you will do this well, fearless in your struggle, keeping a firm grip on your faith and on yourself. After all, this is a fight we're in.

Hebrews 13:5 (The Message)
Don't be obsessed with getting more material things. Be relaxed with what you have. Since God assured us, "I'll never let you down, never walk off and leave you," we can boldly quote, God is there, ready to help; I'm fearless no matter what. Who or what can get to me?

Friday, May 6, 2011

Let Them Go Around

Holy, Holy, Holy One, I speak with a heart in need and I rarely know how else to come. 

I see You as so High, so Abundant, with the Tap of a Toe a whole mountain crumbles.  With just a Glance of Your Eye all Creation stands still. 

And within me, within me… You, You Who Builds the Layout for today’s Projects;
You Placed within me a ‘Need’
to understand this, to want this answered, to have Who You Are Strong and Operating from my heart.  How does this
Raging Need
happen without my heart in a speed I think I should go? 

This morning in early devotion time, I could hear Your Love Cautioning me to Slow Down. 
SLOW DOWN??? 
I don’t understand.  Slow down how and in what area? 
Where is the Speed Limits Posted?   

Today is a journey with the end results of either finding or wasting the Precious Moments of Your Rainbow Encircling the Realm of my steps. 

The dream You Gave me this morning is so worthy of note. 
I was in a large vehicle on a scenic road. 
I was stressing to keep up with the traffic before and behind,
and then I heard Your Sweet Voice say,
Let them go around.  

Oh Holy God, who Wants me Close, I hear Your Suggestion but I wonder, why? I hear You Reminding me of Your Cargo I am carrying; to be Careful for I do not travel alone.  Take the Corners Carefully and do not miss the Purpose of the Trip. 

My Sweet Beautiful Father, who Sees me and Reaches Out to Give Advise so that You can Change dull flavorless water to Rich Flavored Wine.  One Who Travels to the events of my raging needs and Amazes the eyes of many through one; I slow to the Traffic Officer Bidding me Directions, for past Obedience has Uncovered my blurry eyes to  catch a Glimpse of Your Glory Gained that still Gives. 

Today You Declare a Slow Day Designed to let the traffic pass.  What an Especially Different Coaching of my footsteps that obey my heart. The Order of the Day so that all my raging needs are met and
I Witness Your Glory in Unspeakable Measures. 

Intoxicate my soul with Your New Wine as I Slow Down my hurry to enjoy the Festivity Given and surrender to
let them go around
for Jesus is in my vehicle and Wants to Show me Things. 
So be it,
I slow with excitement!

(Message Bible story or water to wine) John 2: 
6-7Six stoneware water pots were there, used by the Jews for ritual washings. Each held twenty to thirty gallons. Jesus ordered the servants, "Fill the pots with water." And they filled them to the brim.
8"Now fill your pitchers and take them to the host," Jesus said, and they did.
9-10When the host tasted the water that had become wine (he didn't know what had just happened but the servants, of course, knew), he called out to the bridegroom, "Everybody I know begins with their finest wines and after the guests have had their fill brings in the cheap stuff. But you've saved the best till now!"
11This act in Cana of Galilee was the first sign Jesus gave, the first glimpse of his glory. And his disciples believed in him.

James 5:7
Meanwhile, friends, wait patiently for the Master's Arrival. You see farmers do this all the time, waiting for their valuable crops to mature, patiently letting the rain do its slow but sure work. Be patient like that. Stay steady and strong....

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Tangled In The Storms

Papa God, I am coming as a child and a parent today.  I see myself as a child before Your Mighty Hand and then as an adult on earth, I am a parent of many and find my family so
tangled in the storms. 

Like me, we are scrambling to find each day’s comfort and avoiding all the storms we can.  I know only to ask You to Save us when we get caught in a storm that blows us aside and our eyes have become fixed on the storm rather than the need to run to the Shelter of Your Arms.  Papa God, You are the Daddy that with just a Finger moves the sky from dark to light no matter what it appears.  You Breathe and we catch the warmth of summer on a cold chilly evening.  Come to my aid, for my heart gets
tangled in the storms,
or what I think is wrong, rather than Your Son Shining while I wake to each moment. 

Untangle my thoughts,
Untangle the relationships for myself and my children as You change our conversation that Pushes back the enemies stumbling blocks.  Place us Safely in Your Shelter as the
lightening of anger only makes noise
but does no harm.  Cause the hail that wants to break our backs Melt before it ever comes close as we Display Your Love upon us. 

As a parent, I cover us with the
Power of Inheritance
Handed to me through the Son of Man, the Son of God,
as I attach the Worth of His Eternal Name,
Jesus,
to our Territory on this earth.   

I pick up the Responsibility Given to Carry on Jesus’ Plan in my family as I fight with His Might to Lock the Doors that would give the enemy entrance. 

As a child of Your’s,
I take my warrior’s armor and lay it down
to pick up the five stones and declare victory as Your Name’s Sake will Sound eternally by the Song within our hearts for You.  

I call for the War of Your Love to have Ground
in my family to reunite the broken pieces and
Gather us and Set us on Foundation of Safety in this storm. 

As His Light burns within the hearts of my family, darkness and storms have no substance.  Jesus, Your Work be done in my family as You Untangle us from the storms.

I stand at Attention…!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Gasping For Love

Found in the Sounds of Morning is the Rain of His Glory Trickling down the very yearnings of my heart for I am
gasping for Love. 

My thoughts wonder about, scattering to frantically find His Song to Meet my challenge for Wonderous Intimacy Favored with the Fruit of His Spirit. 

Love spills forth in search as my heart runs to all our
Favorite Places
to dare see if it should be nearby.  

I fumble with my own pursuit
for I know not how to request this visit without the concentrating of my fainting heart.   

I feel fragile; as if without This Love I die. 

I can not seem to un-focus upon my heart beats of irregularity.  Sharp is the pain that bites my soul as the wind of disappointment tries to speak its worry.   Hopelessness is waiting around the corner to catch me if I go its direction.  Despair whispers its haunting signals as it lingers to observe a possible fall. 

I am powerless to lift my eyes while
gasping for Love,
so I close them
to concentrate upon
His Face I Adore 

There He is, my Love, my Wonder. 

There He is in a dark place. 
There in the trembling of my soul’s weakness, He Instantaneously Unites with my Reflection, and Voices His Love Promise from Ultimate Purest to be Absolute Always, never to leave me,
EVER! 

In a twinkling of an eye,
gasping for Love,
I found my Savior’s Enormous Force Smash my enemies’ lies and Rapture my heart to His as the Splitting of time was Instant. 

His Interruption of Devine Love Raining in His Glory, I was Caught up by His Radiance in a dark place.  His Illuminating Abundant Elegance was Mighty in Supply as my eyes closed to faint in the misery of my own chase;

Love Surprises me with His Unbroken Promise,
Firm Reminder I am Safe,
Sturdy;
for He is Complete Dependability.   

So I Dance with Love’s Romance
and find Continuous my morning’s Rain.  For I was
gasping for Love
and the Rescue of Love’s Promise Caught me.

Hebrews 13: …5,6…
…for He [God] Himself has said, I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support. [I will] not, [I will] not, [I will] not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor let [you] down (relax My hold on you)! [Assuredly not!]

So we take comfort and are encouraged and confidently and boldly say, The Lord is my Helper; I will not be seized with alarm [I will not fear or dread or be terrified]...

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Love Hunts For My Heart

Father, my heart has burst with Your Love. I struggle in my own desires to worship You. I long so deeply to see Your Face in the Secret Place where time has no meaning, we just are.  I want to speak and hear.  I struggle and the Wonders of Your OKAY comes…

Matthew 4:10 Jesus' refusal was curt: "Beat it, Satan!" He backed his rebuke with a third quotation from Deuteronomy: "Worship the Lord your God, and only him. Serve him with absolute single-heartedness."

So I step into a Space where You Fill me with the Surroundings of Your Trust; jumping out into unknown to the Solid of a Rock beneath my feet.   My eyes strike out to find and my ears reach to hear as I embrace a Longing that Entices me to Search, walk around, see the Sights of Amazements.  As Your Wing Beckons to Equip me with a Foundation to Fly for the escape of my soul, I allow my heart to take hold and declare to all else, ‘Rejoice, oh my soul… for the Gift of His Wing has Come.’  The Air made of His Grandeur Bids me to Admire the Magnificence of His Splendor as I move about in the Weight of His Love Lifting me to His Brilliance.   I catch a glimpse where I experience Sensation as I observe Strong Hunger Developing within and I become slain to a New Appetite.  Heavenly Love Forms and I stroke its Embrace and cuddle in its Atmosphere.  Love that Wants me; oh He Wants me with Great Intensity.  Wants me and I hear as
Love Hunts for my heart
for Love’s Sound is Piercing.  He Calls my name by the Desires He Started within me, Pressed Deep within my heart that inquires of such Ultimate Persuades from Love’s Passion.  I sing with enthusiasm for Love’s Life-Flow cause pictures of ordinary to become adoration of single heartedness toward the One I love.  My center of attention escapes my heart as I proclaim my weakness for His Irresistible Kiss upon my eyes for Him.  I have lost grip of worldly senses and insist of only feasting upon the Drink of Love’s Formations.  Designed by the Handiwork of its Nature, Purposed to Steal away any other craving and Establish It Self as Foundation for all remaining life.  I surrender to the Total of Love’s Purpose for me.  I surrender to the Wasting of my life to this Teaching as I ride upon the Wing that Beckons to Equip me as
Love Hunts for my heart. 
I lay to rest all resistance and allow His Love come Live in my heart as my only Savior and vow to accept His Request to Love me more.  I will take Love’s Nature as my own for it is all I want.