Not Knowing All The Why's Of Your Love

Papa God,

One that Gives me the Safety to all my days. 

Knowing You have Placed me a top all tensions that knock for my attention,

and Kiss my heart

with Promise to always Live there,

always be inside, right in the middle with Your Affections. 

I often wonder what it would really be like

if

I had no reservations to that Truth. 

 If

I actually walked according to the Knowledge

of what You are Spending all of my days

helping me understand such Amazing Love. 

The Delight

is that I can expect each day,

each moment will Carry me closer

to that very Knowledge of Love so Outrageous. 

So today,

I am going to especially look forward to this Deeper Place,

as I want all Your Ways to be mine. 

 I’ve never known a Love like this

so I want to thank You

that Your Love is Persistent to Draw me close

and is the very Air that

my children

also wake to this morning. 

I love Your Love. 

Not knowing all the ‘why’s’ of Your Love

does not stop You

from the Wondrous Grace and Mercy of Love’s Work

in my heart and my children’s …

Not knowing ‘why’ You are in Constant Thought

over us

does not block the Reality of our days

are Blessed with this Protection. 

Kindness without failure

is very complicated to discern

but what we are becoming acquainted with

by existing as Your children. 

For I look at a situation

of rights or wrongs

according to a broken knowledge of compassion;

but You See

 the Total Work You are Doing

to Pave a Way for eternal Love from Pure Passion. 

I love Your Love in me…!

Thank You Papa, for Dwelling in me and my children...! 

Forbidden Apples Eaten At A Moment

Psalms 139:1~12 (The Message)

God, investigate my life; get all the facts firsthand.
   I'm an open book to you;
      even from a distance, you know what I'm thinking.
   You know when I leave and when I get back;
      I'm never out of your sight.
   You know everything I'm going to say
      before I start the first sentence.

…..

If I flew on morning's wings
      to the far western horizon,
   You'd find me in a minute—
      you're already there waiting!
   Then I said to myself, "Oh, he even sees me in the dark!
      At night I'm immersed in the light!"
   It's a fact: darkness isn't dark to you;
      night and day, darkness and light, they're all the same to you.

My God where do I take my thoughts when I become aware of Your Hearing so Involved with me?  How do I gather them and correct them after they have been spilled within my heart. 

Oh God, my first reaction is to flee… to run for I am covered with the painful exposure of forbidden apples eaten at a moment where I felt I would know more, I could be more, I could have more.   No one will know, only be amazed at the results it will bring me. 

Doing what I should not, saying what I am forbidden.  Stumbling to win a fight I start.   My emotions exploding at will, whatever it wants to play.  I am an instrument Carved and Set for Your Service and yet I often amuse my self with wrong notes screeching across the Ears of Your Heart.  In darkness I play as if Your Eyes have no Sight.  I weep this morning for I am foolish.  I can only boost of engaging in folly.  Performances of deadly comedy to my soul, I am distraught with regret. 

(Verse 24)

…See for yourself whether I've done anything wrong - then guide me on the road to eternal life.

I cry out… oh God… I CRY OUT… GUIDE ME… SHOW ME… Guide me to Your Heart so Pure and Wonders of Your Love and Pardon.   I want to Hear Your Guidance so Fine Tuned that I stay on Key and when I hit the wrong notes, I immediately Focus until I have it Right.  Hearing and Listening so that I Sound the Right Cords in the Orchestra of Your Glory.  For I only want to Reflect Your Song, not mine. 

I see Your Life within me and I too often take advantage of its Freedoms. 

My God, My Amazing Unmatched God, I fall to the back, I take the back seat not to gain ground but to applaud Your Heart so Measureless.   Guide me on this Road to eternal Life, Your Life that Lives and Dwells within me. Adjust my thoughts, for You Know what I’m going to say before I say it.  For night is not dark in Your Kingdom, and to walk daily in Your Kingdom is what I seek.  I will not run away but I will run to Your Help for Guidance so Pure.  I want my voice to be Your Voice and my song to be Your Song.  Thank You for Your Outrageous LOVE..!!!!

Holy Spirit Direct The Music Within My Words

Father,

Loving Amazing One in Three,

I am whirled about with so many thoughts

and yet

the phenomenon of Your Miraculous

‘Always the Same’

Sets my directions the Stable I need.   

Relentless Love

keeps You Placing my days in Focus of More. 

You Take my lost heart and

build a Temple in which You Dwell. 

Your Sweet Holy Spirit

Directing the Music within my words

to Dance in all my days by the Applause of all heaven and earth. 

I am gathering greater than gold or silver,

to present before You

my jubilant praise and adoration from the Temple of my being. 

Greater than gold or silver is each Piece of Trim Adorning my heart and soul. 

Changing old for New and ugly to Beautiful

as I declare…

You Reign, through Jesus Your Son,

You Reign! 

You are God of my life,

still Building within me

by the Knowledge of Jesus’ Walk,

who You are,

so that I can make a Joyful Noise

from within that Holds the Presence of Your Love. 

Oh Great Music Director,

Holy Spirit of Power and Might… like King David of old,

Instruct my heart

and I will place the Watch upon my heart

to give non stop worship with heaven’s angels declaring

Holy, Holy, Holy. 

Build the temple with Strong Walls that Guard

against the enemy’s attack. 

When the forces of evil come knocking,

I will use the Weapons of the Most High God

and plunder down the lies

to win the life and soul of the massager

he uses,

to Your Kingdom of Great Love.   

I take You seriously

for You Reign forever in Love.

I thirst and I come to the Only River,

Jesus Christ,

where Living Water of who You are

Spills out

and I am forever satisfied…!

Sweet Holy Spirit - always Direct the Music within my words to Dance in all my days by the applause of all heaven and earth.

I Chronicles 16:30-36 (The Message)

   God is serious business, take him seriously;
      he's put the earth in place and it's not moving.
   So let Heaven rejoice, let Earth be jubilant,
      and pass the word among the nations, "God reigns!" …   

...Give thanks to God - he is good
      and his love never quits.

John 7:37-39 (The Message)

  On the final and climactic day of the Feast,

Jesus took his stand.

He cried out,

"If anyone thirsts, let him come to me and drink.

Rivers of living water will brim

and spill out of the depths

of anyone who believes in me

this way,

just as the Scripture says."

Passion Has Crossed The Boarders Of Love's Edges

Reaching to the heavens, higher and with more enthusiasm, sure of His Knowledge as I lay aside my own understanding.  Purposing to hear what Takes me into the Passion of His uttermost Extremes. 

Assured that

Watching the Gathering of His Remarks

will make the changes I am longing for.  For His

Passion has Crossed the boarders of Love’s Edges

to Include me in the Astonishing Entangled Web of becoming one with Father, Son, and Spirit. 

Foundational Arrangements

have Sketched me into

the Kingdom of the Solid Rock. 

Full Truth is Constructing all the Pieces to Enter my darkness and Release my heart to See the Power of His Trinity so that it will Break down and Shatter all fragments of false deception I’ve accepted. 

For I am Liberated to Feast upon limitless, inexhaustible Resources of what His Love Offers.  I walk in dark shadows when attempting to love by my comprehension of its theme; but stepping into His unmerited Kindness I Hear the Unheard as His Face has a Voice to Reveal Pureness not made of inaccurate assumptions. 

Leaning into the Face of God,

destroys my own dark condemning heart,

whether it be mine I am condemning or my friends. 

I slip over to the Brightness of His Encouragements to be.  Be Brave, be Wild with Forgiveness and watch Repentance Flow. 

Take Courage as Your partner and Jump.  For the sobbing heart will make its entrance once it feels the Safety of Love’s Embrace. 

I am Engulfed in my Father’s Love. 

I Dance in His Fields of Grace…! 

His Passion has Crossed the boarders of Love’s Edges

to find me. 

I am His worth.  

I cry, I sob, for He Loves me too much. 

Ephesians 1:4-9 (The Amplified)

 ⁴Even as (in His love) He chose us (actually picked us out for Himself as his own) in christ before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy (consecrated and set apart for Him) and blameless in His sight, even above reproach, before Him in love.

 ⁵For He foreordained us (destined us, planned in love for us) to be adopted (revealed) as His own children through Jesus Christ, in accordance with the purpose of His will [because it pleased Him and was His kind intent]--

    ⁶[So that we might be] to the praise and the commendation of His glorious grace (favor and mercy), which He so freely bestowed on us in the Beloved.

    ⁷In Him we have redemption (deliverance and salvation) through His blood, the remission (forgiveness) of our offenses (shortcomings and trespasses), in accordance with the riches and the generosity of His gracious favor,

    ⁸Which He lavished upon us in every kind of wisdom and understanding (practical insight and prudence),

    ⁹Making known to us the mystery (secret) of His will (of His plan, of His purpose). [And it is this:] In accordance with His good pleasure (His merciful intention) which He had previously purposed and set forth in Him,

Invaded By Your Irresistible Devotion

Wonderful Lord, I choose the word

Wonderful

today because it just feels so appropriate. 

Wonderful as in the gasp of air one takes, as a breathtaking sight or thought comes raiding my heart and suddenly a vision is caught and

a million words

can’t describe all the details.   

I’ve been Invaded by Your Irresistible Devotion and can only stare at its

Vastness. 

Oh Wonderful Lord, I am crippled with the Spoiling of Your Commitment.  

Your Pledge to Abide and Loyalty to Watch over my life down to the seemingly insignificance of knowing the number of hairs upon my head.  This very Reflection of Your Steadfastness of Constant Gaze has me staggering in Your Matchless Love. 

I am still feasting upon this early morning’s Walk with You as You Guided me to see the stars and note that they are each placed very carefully by Your Handiwork.  The extension of such Beauty spreading far past what my eyes could see or understand.  Even as the instruments of great visual has given man new abilities to see Your Wonders, we still have only tapped into the beginnings of Your Work. 

The sky is but a fragment of much Depth You want us to see of who You are. 

Then I was shown the body of mankind. 

The individual body,

a single body,

so intricate and complication of design You Carefully Elaborated on to Involve a Complex Work upon earth

so You could Dwell within our thoughts to Further Expand the Palate of Your Wondrous Beauty.  

So Designed that to begin the study of its

Flamboyant Abilities set within by the Presence of Your Life,

I've really not began to know.

Like the sky so full of life and endlessness;

Your Exquisite Designs are far,

far from my comprehension or knowledge of

how to search to Your Level. 

So I ask, 

"The same Work of Infinite,

You say,

within me?" 

"The same Endowment Given,

by what Your Son’s Death did for me?" 

Existing within is the Inconceivable Handiwork of the Master Craftsman who Created every individual with more unreachable Knowledge than we could ever go! 

Undreamed Places Existing,

Unthinkable Spiritual Wonders,

Incredible Life not even imaginable to explore. 

Oh Wonderful Lord, who has Busied Him Self for me; You know I do not know how to say thank You but I do accept Your Gifts and I do enjoy them tremendously.  I will seek today’s Treasures as I listen for all Your Directions.  I will seek You for the Management of all the heart Jewels of God Value I can.  I will cherish Your Love and speak highly of it for it is the Path to all Righteousness.  I will search for the unseen and unknown of Your Love,

for each Piece I find will form me more like You. 

I will study, oh Wonderful Lord. 

I will study and shine like the stars of Your Love so Vast and Infinite. 

Place me like the stars so bright that shines Your Glory.  Place me in the Plan that is inestimable, immeasurable. 

Boundless is Your Love and Extreme is the Beauty You Display. 

I will look deep as You Guide me through Your Kingdom of everlasting Love.

For I’ve been

Invaded by Your Irresistible Devotion

and can only stare at its

Vastness.

Which Road Do I Travel

I wait,

I just wait,

wait, and wait! 

God,

sometimes it feels like that is my life’s mission. 

Sorry about that!  

I am so impatient, obviously. 

And I know we are not to compare ourselves

with one another

but I was looking at King David’s life

this morning to see Your Constant Rescue.

So often I can relate to David’s

outrageous love

for you, and then his

anger and frustration

of the whole ‘waiting’ upon Your Work

over his life that needs a break though

or Your Pardon for the mess he has got himself in. 

And then I see

Your Mighty Love

come Sweeping in…! 

What a Remarkable Prize of

Ultimate and Extreme Safety

You have Given in the Gift of Your Son. 

Allowing us to explore and seek

Your Kingdom

with Arms so Wide to carry all my

impatience and stumbling

to find Your Will. 

I am so strong willed and yet my cry is for

Your Will, not mine,

to be accomplished. 

Often this mix does not

make logical sense

for I get confused between

mine

and Yours,

is whose? 

Your Life within me so dominate,

so wondrously Guiding,

yet the tearing too often of two roads to travel. 

Which road do I travel? 

So like David, I too look to You,

heaven-dwelling God, look up to You for help. 

Like a servant,

alert to my Master’s Commands. 

I am watching and waiting and even

holding my breath (if I don’t hear from You, I die)

awaiting Your Word of Mercy. 

I am trusting in You like a

Zion Mountain (singing praise). 

God, You encircle Your people. 

You encircle me… always have and always will…! 

My enemy is Your enemy

and so I stand against this confusion

with my hopes stayed on Your Faithfulness

and my life Stained by the Blood of Jesus Christ,

Your Son Risen

to be King and Lord of heaven and earth. 

His Righteousness Sets up a

Banner of Love

over me and I am Saved by His Work in progress on me. 

I wait, and yet when I didn’t wait long enough,

You are my Rescuing Savior

and I cry out for Mercy. 

Mercy, God, Mercy!

Psalm 123:1-4 (The Message)

I look to you, heaven-dwelling God, look up to you for help.
   Like servants, alert to their master's commands,
      like a maiden attending her lady,
   We're watching and waiting, holding our breath,
      awaiting your word of mercy.
   Mercy, God, mercy!
      We've been kicked around long enough,

Psalm 125:1-5 (The Message)

Those who trust in God
      are like Zion Mountain:
   Nothing can move it, a rock-solid mountain
      you can always depend on.
   Mountains encircle Jerusalem,
      and God encircles his people—
      always has and always will.

Sharing the Prized View

I sing with a loud heart today,

the Name of Jesus,

such a sweet Name I so need to call...

As I reflect on days recently Established so Beautifully

by His Intent to Take me to this very moment,

today,

right now.  

While I meditate on such Truth,

made for me

so His Works are Scattered upon the earth,

I easily weigh up the Steps He Made Clear

so this exact day would be the

Specialty He Wanted;

His Story,

His Love and Life.  

How Sovereign and Independent

each of my days

were Given Enthusiastic Detail

so He Could Illustrate Things of Wonder today,

this day,

this day Created to Rejoice in. 

Oh Jesus, I love You. 

I give You all my worship. 

I feel like an exquisite flower;

breaking out of its dormant state

and unfolding upward to show Your Beauty

as I wear the

Robe of Your Glorious Love,

Your Story within. 

For like a flourishing blossom so astounding,

Your Love

has such numerous Vivid Colors;

a person walking by is

driven

to stop whatever movements in process,

and with intense study -

gaze upon

Your Beauty like a prize of their day. 

Oh my Jesus,

just a Glimpse,

just a single Glimpse of Your Love

has the Mystifying Power to Speak prolonged,

lingering, dialogue among souls. 

We carry it a far;

as expression gives way to

heart after heart

sharing the Prized View of Beauty seen. 

Oh how Your Love Blooms over Your bride,

Your dearest ones

caught in Your Passion

as each day is Formed to rejoice in. 

My yesterdays were Organized, Arranged,

and Patterned to Fashion the Designs of this moment,

Sketch before me by Love’s Deep Zeal for my heart. 

I embrace this Abundant Love

as it Inhabits my walk

with its Hug

from such a Garment of Love. 

A Spectator of Love’s Name has

Rewards Extraordinary. 

I am Softened by the Feel of Your Name,

Jesus,

because You Gave

Enthusiastic Detail

to my yesterdays so You Could

Illustrate Things of Wonder today.  

I Rejoice as I honor such unparalleled

Companionship

Fit by the Winds of Your Love

for my day,

this day…! 

Sharing the Prized View of Beauty seen...

His Love.