Heavenly Unmeasured Moment

Father to whom all my thoughts and purpose belong,

to You who is the Splendor of all that is;

I just want to sing my heart to You

or whistle a tune that catches Your Attention

and Turns Your Eyes to See

the depth of my love for You today. 

Being with You makes even the minute or two that I am there, stop all earthly time and I go into a Heavenly Unmeasured Moment. 

For I marvel how it will carry throughout my day

as if I remain captured

in that Truth Immovable

that was Planted in my heart. 

I am unable to gauge its Power, I just accept it with determined awareness and know that You will Sketch it upon my day to Outline its Goal in me. 

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Oh how Striking Your Thoughts

and Delightful Your Charm

as You Burst the Containers of Your Sweet Aroma

over Your vessels

that we may be set apart

and transport Your Sacred Holiness

as the Sweet Name of Jesus is our Power. 

Your Anointing Oil falling over our heads to walk in a New Life and New Paradise that Raptures us to Unknowns.   Singing a song that comes from the broken humanity we are to the Richness of Your Bliss. 

You, Father;

You are the One I hold on to. 

You are the only One

that I want to know

so that all my conversation

has been Filtered through Your Kindness

and Purposes to others You Love so much. 

I thrill at these Moments that Strengthen something within that Exhilarates my soul. 

When I am taken to duties of this earth,

I count down events

for the next Enchanted Romance

with You I will bask in. 

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Oh see my heart, oh see my love searching for the Fascination of Togetherness. 

I give myself to You,

for You are my obsession as I was first Yours. 

I constantly want to absorb You

as You Draw me to these Fountains of Provisions. 

I want to relinquish my own provisions and surrender to the Narrow Boulevard of Your Avenue.   It is worth each struggle to catch Your Secret Place for a moment.  Moving me to Unfamiliar Mysterious Affirmations of Love unnoticed prior to this Dwelling.  Love Exploding within me as You Push Open Doors of Inspiration. 

I am here. 

I am singing my love back to You. 

I am accepting Your Heart over me

as I focus upon Your Beauty. 

I look upon Your Love and I am Changed. 

Changed to want only You. 

Come, Lord, come be the Flame inside of me that Burns with Love Unspeakable.  Make me one with You. 

I love You with passion I have Learned from You. 

Come, Lord, come be the Flame inside of me. 

I sing of You as the Foundation for all my ways. 

I sing of You forever,

to live in

Heavenly Unmeasured Moments with You.

Instantaneous Twinkle Of Your Appointment

Father, Most Holy, I recognize this morning that I still remain mystified of Your Glory and Presence when visited by Saturday night’s tangible knowing.  Turning my thoughts and my heart fixed upon You when I called, You Arrived like the scent of a rose - unmistakable, and I stood frozen and trembling, wondering, ‘what do I do?’ 

Do I share this moment with those around me,

do I mention You have come in a

Supernatural Fashion of Majestic

as we nonchalantly continue our conversation as if nothing happened? 

My senses note that

I am not alone

as the Voice of Your Presence Awakens

my tousled mind to silence while I pondered my next move. 

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It is then that I realized… I really do not know what to do? 

Oh Father, I feel so saddened this morning as my heart returns to that moment again; knowing the day, knowing the hour of this Instantaneous Twinkle of Your Appointment with me and I could only freeze. 

I have so many thoughts now that I wished I had asked for I have such a heart of questions.  It seems so simple now that I could have just said… ‘Yes, Lord – what would You like for me to do’ or ‘Yes, Lord – thank You for joining us in this sort of manner’ or even ‘Yes, Lord – we honor You Most Holy God, for no other is like You’. 

I apologize deeply

for preferring my own way

when Love so Profound

Walked in to my knowing a new. 

It is hidden in the secret of my heart as the Mysterious Way as Your Plan unfolds in my life daily while I ramble on about such Glory on the earth. 

I have inherited the Instinctive Calling of Your Spirit within me for You Dwell in our praises and You Speak Clearly, it is only my flesh that struggles with the hearing. 

You are Moving about the earth is such Fresh New Ways. 

The natural of the Supernatural is screaming to be more real as You Proclaim the Inevitable of Your Coming to Receive the bride of Christ.   For His Return shall also be an

Instantaneous Twinkle of Your Appointment

where we shall see Him Face to face, the Lover of our soul, the Redeemer of our hearts, the One who died to bring us Life Eternal. 

Oh how I long for this Union.  How I long to be in the Arms of One who Loved me knowing my condition and heart so perplexed. 

And as I wait,

oh, as I wait for this Twinkle,

I take a closer look at His Life

and daily examine His Way,

His Constant Path that leads to You, Father. 

For He Gave up Heaven’s Comfort to Show me something Spectacular, a Papa that Loves Deeper than our minds can go.  And the

Instantaneous Twinkle of Your Appointments

will increase as I seek to find and know what to do when They Come. 

How EXCITING…! 

I know it is beyond my imagination

but that doesn’t mean

I can’t try to imagine….!!!!!

Colossians 3:1-4 (MSG)

 ^1-2 So if you're serious about living this new resurrection life with Christ, act like it. Pursue the things over which Christ presides. Don't shuffle along, eyes to the ground, absorbed with the things right in front of you. Look up, and be alert to what is going on around Christ—that's where the action is. See things from his perspective.

 ^3-4Your old life is dead. Your new life, which is your real life—even though invisible to spectators—is with Christ in God. He is your life. When Christ (your real life, remember) shows up again on this earth, you'll show up, too—the real you, the glorious you. Meanwhile, be content with obscurity, like Christ.

Dress Me This Day In Your Array

Father, Holy God,

Dress me today,

Dress me this day in Your Array. 

Hang Your Accessories about my neck

as a Word

to Direct my path

to all

Your Incredible Dwelling Places. 

Place the

Reflections of Your Eyes within mine

so that I have Your Color

mirrored when looked upon. 

May I carry

Your Spirit

like an Aroma that Insists

upon its Place before I enter. 

Cover me with

Magnanimous Moisture of Compassion,

sensing the needs of those around me

as I look past their outer appearance and actions

to see deeper.  

May I wear Your Name

as the Real Class I belong

and offer assistance

to my sisters and brothers

who without a word spoken,

call out in desperate cries to be heard. 

The New Life within

released

as the Flowing Substance of Your Love seen,

crushing all attempts

of the enemy to rule. 

Turn my own pain and sorrow

around

to expose Your Risen Son

as Alive and Triumphant

above and beyond the weight

I might struggle to carry. 

For You are not a myth or fiction,

but Truth that Carry’s all our sorrows,

as Your Love Broke

the chains that burden the soul. 

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Father, Pick my thoughts,

as one would pick amazing routes to a destiny,

to move me to Your Beautiful Unknowns. 

Guide my thoughts by Your Kindness

so that the vision seen

is Your Glory about me. 

For my assignment today

I will purpose to quickly restrict offenses

from penetrating my mind

that endeavors the right to be meditated upon. 

I will tear down all vain imaginations

that are not of Your Covering

by the Righteousness of Jesus within my heart. 

Wearing His Name like an Ornament

as I announce His Worth;

Jesus,

my Savior and Friend

who Carried to You my lost soul.  

Rightful Ruler with Power

and to be Exalted

above all names.

Jesus is worthy

of the First Place

in all my life

as I wait His Coming again after me. 

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Dress me today, Papa,

to reflect You

as I wear my Garment of Praise

Given by Your Spirit of Life. 

Dress me in Your Love.

Colossians 3:12 (MSG)

So, chosen by God for this new life of love, dress in the wardrobe God picked out for you: compassion, kindness, humility, quiet strength, discipline. Be even-tempered, content with second place, quick to forgive an offense. Forgive as quickly and completely as the Master forgave you. And regardless of what else you put on, wear love. It's your basic, all-purpose garment. Never be without it.

Letter To Those I Hurt

A letter to those I hurt…!

I realize that I hold a lot of hurts in my heart because I am convinced that what brings them on is still very actively going on.  So the Sweet Holy Spirit is working on me to gather Godly information instead, and practice leaning on His Truth and not my own.  The last session at Loida’s brought that out very clear.  I ‘feel’ and it has gotten me into working at ‘self’ gratifications rather than leaning on the Gift of Giving and Receiving.  I have prayed this morning that God would give me strength to begin responding with a clear heart rather than from gathered painful events.  My fear… wait, it doesn’t matter what my fear is… fear is not of the Lord, it is from the enemy.  Actions show extreme difficulty but that does not mean I can attack with trash I have.  I am very sorry and ask God’s forgiveness, as well as yours.  I read NO WHERE in His Word that we can take these offenses when not seemingly solved and crucify another.  That is leaning on my own understanding and revenge.  I know I give a lot of grief but I think that the one it hurts the most is the one that takes the liberty of throwing the stone. 

I may not be able to say a lot because I want to sort my thinking and words for better or more Life than death from them.  I apologize for the delay in responding from this point on.  I KNOW I cannot do this on my own, I KNOW that..!  but I am going to seek God’s help and put as much to practice as I can.  If I fall, which I know I will, I am putting this to writing so that I can again come back to it and recall my need to keep trying as His Life and Love Works in me. 

What I think I need is in the extreme of worldly thinking and I can totally see why God’s Love has directed me to ‘Fix my eyes on Him’ for my eyes constantly roam to fleshly satisfactions.  When I redirect my attention to His Kingdom, I find unspeakable Pleasures – and I do mean unspeakable.  I’ve thought about the angels that sing Holy, Holy, Holy unto God 24/7 and how this one Word contains all the vocabulary needed to satisfy God as it Rings His Praise now and into eternity.  I get distracted or full of the enemy’s lies but when I say “Holy” unto the triune God, I share a place of worship with a host of heavenly focus directed to one purpose, one meaning, one satisfaction that wins over all, His Love Connected to my heart.  Taking all other loves and wonders subject to His Giving, where the Realm of His River of Life Flows to me.   Suddenly all things have a different appearance, different reasons for their existence as I look not to the right or left, but straight to the Face of God and cry Holy.  The Brightness of this Holiness strips the darkness of my world’s focus and I want nothing but to stay at His Place, not mine.  Suddenly I have no desires other than His Face; suddenly He IS MY WORLD and I am satisfied. 

So I am sorry that I have demanded rights I do not own.  I release those demands and give my walk to His Plan for His Purpose to be had.  I stop trying to get others to fulfill what the Father has reserved for only Him Self to fulfill.  The Father has made Promises to me that I will focus on and I will pour out His Love without reserves for His Abundance is more than I could ever use up.  The Father’s Love has focused on each of us and it is Supernaturally Huge…!  We are His favorite as He would Love to use me as an instrument for such Love.  I am surrendering to lean and learn His Love with all my heart. 

“Why would you ever complain, O Jacob, or, whine, Israel, saying, "God has lost track of me. He doesn't care what happens to me"? Don't you know anything? Haven't you been listening? God doesn't come and go. God lasts. He's Creator of all you can see or imagine. He doesn't get tired out, doesn't pause to catch his breath. And he knows everything, inside and out. He energizes those who get tired, gives fresh strength to dropouts. For even young people tire and drop out, young folk in their prime stumble and fall. But those who wait upon God get fresh strength. They spread their wings and soar like eagles, They run and don't get tired, they walk and don't lag behind.”
Isaiah 40: 31 (MSG)

Home In His Love

Fantastic … !

oh how fantastic is the Journey

of my God within me. 

Bursting with the Unexpected

and always causing me to draw closer;

closer to the Fire of His Love so Fierce. 

Jealous Love of Sweltering Moves…! 

Drawing me to stretch my faith

and come see the Marvels

of His Way

as I gaze into these Eyes a Flamed. 

Consumed with a Compelling Glow

as I move toward this Life

that wants me. 

Something so unapproachable

as a Holy God

that Rolled out the Carpet

on this earth

for His Son to Walk upon;

Calls me. 

I am offered a Place with Him

and yet I did nothing

to gain this Divine Approval by my own. 

Awarded an Inheritance

along side His Son

simply because this Jealous Love

has Eyes for me.  

Weakness is my name

and yet Power and Might

is the Potency of Life

Building His Kingdom within me. 

He Makes Known His Love

day after day

as I lay in His Arms

early in the sunlight hours

and through the hours of darkness. 

For I suffer so

from my own evaluations

and assumptions

yet

His Voice Remains Soft

and Steady as He Extends His Hand

upon my life to

make myself at home in His Love. 

At times even courage leaves my side

and I’m sure I have been forsaken;

but He Battles for me

and His Amazing Determination

Pulls me through as He Loves me.  

The Ambiance of such battles

have a Warmth

when surrender is the answer.   

Laying my own life down

and allowing His Life war for me. 

Making myself at

home in His Love.

John 15:9 (Message Bible)

"I've loved you the way my Father has loved me. Make yourselves at home in my love. If you keep my commands, you'll remain intimately at home in my love. That's what I've done—kept my Father's commands and made myself at home in his love.

Climbing To See The Face Of God

Beautiful One, Beautiful and Holy God, Beautiful and Righteous are You.  Standing alone in Truth from beginning and yet forever New Understanding to me for eternity.  I am overwhelmed with the Restoring of my thoughts towards who You are.  For my soul is Refreshed as Your Love Invades with Pureness and Wholeness while space holds Your Glory.  All things New as I look into the Realm of a Spirit Filled Existence.  Climbing with bruised knees as I long to find the Beautiful Wonders of Your Face.  Each step has the Unexpected Excitements that keep me trying.  Trying as I explore, I might slip or grab a thorn, but trying - with purpose to find Your Riches; for I stand on a Rock that is Higher than I and He keeps my feet from falling in the enemy’s hands.  Hiding me in His Clefts for I am set Free to Sight See into a Place Designed for me in the Mountain of the Most High God.  I wonder about day and night in His Watchful Eye Protected for eternity’s Plan.  I step out in Trust for this Rock is Solid and His Words Beckon me Upward and not to look back. When everything around me changes, He is Constant and Unmovable with my heart held Secure in His Hands.  I fear no harm for I am no longer saving myself but have laid my life down for His Work to Save.  No longer striving to find a home on earth but a Home of Eternal!  And when I stare at the Son so long that I become blinded from the Brightness of His Love, I will then find total surrender to His Guidance and Live the Abundance past my imagination of any thought.  So I continue to look up and hide in this Wonderful Mountain of Grace and Mercy so His Arm fends off all harm while I climb, climb higher and higher to see the Face of God, Beautiful One, Beautiful and Holy God, Beautiful and Righteous is He.

“You who sit down in the High God's presence, spend the night in Shaddai's shadow, Say this: "God, you're my refuge. I trust in you and I'm safe!" That's right—he rescues you from hidden traps, shields you from deadly hazards. His huge outstretched arms protect you— under them you're perfectly safe; his arms fend off all harm. Fear nothing—not wild wolves in the night, not flying arrows in the day, Not disease that prowls through the darkness, not disaster that erupts at high noon. Even though others succumb all around, drop like flies right and left, no harm will even graze you. You'll stand untouched, watch it all from a distance, watch the wicked turn into corpses. Yes, because God's your refuge, the High God your very own home, Evil can't get close to you, harm can't get through the door. He ordered his angels to guard you wherever you go. If you stumble, they'll catch you; their job is to keep you from falling. You'll walk unharmed among lions and snakes, and kick young lions and serpents from the path.” 

Psalm 91:1 (Message Bible) 

Love So Perfect It Stays Ahead Of My Confusions

The Shine of Your Love this morning, Father, is like the Sun seeking to shine upon every exposed object without prejudice, Warming my heart as I stop and ponder my strong desire to look up this morning with it all, hiding nothing under a shade of doubt or fear.

I am coming with passion, Lord, yet all the while knowing I lack the conversation on how to touch that Place.  The Place where Your Spirit Drenches my thoughts with the Looks of Your Love.

So I surrender my words that fail - open my heart above all else to give you my whole self. For I know Your Goodness has its Purposes Marked in my life like an alarm clock set to precision moments according to Your Knowledge of my choices and steps. 

Love so Perfect it Stays ahead of my confusions

and Waits with Answers before I can ask.  

Arms wide open to Embrace each of my joys and pains with Your Fixed Affection Concerning me. 

So in my state of too much excitement mixed with joys and pains; pouring out with too many words, too many thoughts to sort; I abandon them all and open my heart to the exposure of such an Amazing Love. 

For this morning I carry the ‘ahhh’s’ of such delight from a weekend family gathering and then with that very same breath I carry the pains of struggles I saw among their days.

I was kissed with faces of children, grandchildren and extended family to such a degree I still giggled with its touch that remains; and again, I also carry their weight to search out needs to settle arguments, financial pulls, children’s cries, and blending the mix of personalities to find peace and further the growth of life’s journey. 

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Move us Father, my self, my children, my family…teach us not to build our own kingdom but to build Yours with enthusiasm. You will see to all our needs and cries according to Riches that will Build us in the Pureness of Your Knowledge. 

For Your Love Shows the Directions to conquer and not damage our relationships with one another. Put back the Music in our hearing that Anoints our ears to Hear and Follow. 

Take our hearts for we were made to be Your Image and give Your Name Glory. 

Move us with Your Passion that Captivates our hearts.  Uncomplicate all the noise and cause each extension of our labor to be Fruitful with the Masterpiece of Your Love. 

Not our own love under our own understanding but by the eternal Love that Never Fails. 

God’s Love…! 

Just as Jesus taught us.

Mark 8:32-37

….He said this simply and clearly so they couldn't miss it.

 ^32-33But Peter grabbed him in protest. Turning and seeing his disciples wavering, wondering what to believe, Jesus confronted Peter. "Peter, get out of my way! Satan, get lost! You have no idea how God works."

 ^34-37Calling the crowd to join his disciples, he said, "Anyone who intends to come with me has to let me lead. You're not in the driver's seat; I am. Don't run from suffering; embrace it. Follow me and I'll show you how. Self-help is no help at all. Self-sacrifice is the way, my way, to saving yourself, your true self. What good would it do to get everything you want and lose you, the real you? What could you ever trade your soul for?

Mark 9:7

 ⁷Just then a light-radiant cloud enveloped them, and from deep in the cloud, a voice: "This is my Son, marked by my love. Listen to him."