Scene From Your Heart Around The Throne

Father, You have Formed within us

a Need

and it has such Depth that it stretches beyond our reasoning,

as we covet to hear and touch into this Call. 

Strong and Powerful to Draw me

to the end of time,

a Throne of Holiness

that I cannot handle and yet You Call me to its Hospitality. 

Your Design is everywhere I look;

everywhere inward,

outward

and throughout each flash of seconds I breathe. 

Meticulously Covering every life upon earth

and those before and after. 

The heavens sing

and declare what is Known

as Your Schedule Unfolds in Holy Precision. 

I hear the amazing Sounds

as the angels make their reverent voices ring

as it carry’s such respectful worship;

blended with the worshippers on earth

to cause the whole universe

to sing Your Glory in a colorful display of Magnificence. 

Holy, oh Lord God,

Holy and without the match of any other,

is the Wonders of who You are. 

I see the skies appear like Colorful Dots

unseen before

as the Fullness of Your Exquisite Charm

Fills my spirit,

and as it Spreads to all the spaces of existence

I am caught in such an awe of marvel. 

Somehow I begin to float as if weightless. 

What was holding me down has no substance

and I just want to explore

and catch the Surprises of a Holy God

in all the Astonishments of His Work.

The Paint of Holiness

is the Sensation of Your Spirit Moving in,

Moving about,

Moving as I allow my heart to be changed

by the Unmatched God

of Brilliant Occupation for You are the Holy I Am.

I run and consume the essence of this Place,

Unified with the worship of one and all. 

Take me up,

Take me to the Secret Place

of the Most High God. 

I weep as I know only to bow

with my song of praise

for You are Most Beautiful. 

Holy is Your Name

and the Completeness of Truth. 

Holy is the Ultimate Love

that Forms a Scene from Your Heart

around the Throne You Sit upon. 

Causing the Lightening of Wonder

Strike its Power Outward

as it Transfers out into the Vast Space

it Fills You Created. 

Holy is the Traits of Your Acts

as it Performs without void

of its Goal Set by You,

the I Am,

into my being. 

Holy Wonders

as You Happen in my life

today and forever. 

Holy and Sure in me, You are…!  Amen.

Psalm 87:1 (MSG)

He founded Zion on the Holy Mountain— and oh, how God loves his home! Loves it far better than all the homes of Jacob put together! God's hometown—oh! everyone there is talking about you!

I Corinthians 6:19-20… (NIV)

Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price.

Just You And Me

When it’s just me and You, Lord; just me and You, it often makes me feel so alone.  Please, help me today!  I think I have swallowed a horrible lie; and yet, I can’t seem to get anywhere UNTIL I feel alone – just You and I.  See my confusion?  Been reading of such a great man of God, Job, that You were so proud of.  I got tickled how You did this bragging bit on him… ‘Have you noticed my friend Job… etc.”  I love showing off my kids and grandkids just like You.  My friends and surroundings are somewhat different than Yours, but they are my friends and family.  My kids amaze me often.  One loves this and the other loves that.  Such variety among my little family!

Even though I seem to relate, I think today I’m feeling like I might be the kid you hide.  Sorry about that.  Probably not true but got to talk to You about it.  Most the time I feel pretty special and even watched like You are so fascinated with me, (and that definitely flips me out).  But today, well, today… lost and broken and confused.  I recall King David’s cry for help as he would question the appearance around him as if You left him alone to fend for him self.

It is so strange that I can see so much wonders around me, the Blessings You Pour upon me in such abundance, and then so easily say, “God, I feel alone.”  This is crazy… and maybe I just need to hear myself say such nonsense so that I can straighten out a puzzled mind.  Responsibilities are often so heavy and sorting through them has many sharp edges to trim.

So anyway, I am laying this at Your Feet with gratefulness today.  I am so happy You want me to do this.  I just don’t know what I would do if I didn’t have You to carry my silliness and confusions to.  I guess this proves even to my self that I only ‘feel’ alone for I am sure not acting as such.  How could I take this to You if I felt You were not there?  Silly me!  Yeah, I can sure be complicated at times.

So most High God, my Creator and One who Covers my existence with Your Self, I lay my feelings in Your Hands today and exchange it for Reality… Your Truth.  I am going to seek this and find exactly what I need today. 

Today, I will Hide in You and not worry...!   Thank You..!

Love That Has Eternal In Mind

Food all around me, fresh water ready for the first thought of thirst,

clothes of fashion just my size,

just my taste. 

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Oh Father, my eyes fixed on the battle of my hair not bringing out the best in me.  My thoughts taking me down comfort lane so that I can accomplish my day full of them all. 

Ever ready to fight anyone

that would cross my belief in

this comfort being Your heart over me.

 And I am humbled

as I hear Your Love saying

this to be so True

of Your Passionate Heart for me. 

Yet I am guilty of self love, for it is Your Pleasure and Wisdom that Provides while I busy myself to make all my own accommodations.   Your Love that has eternal in mind while I see and find only this moment. 

I have fixes for all my troubles

as I set myself up to sit on my own throne. 

Do I really know You? 

Have I gotten to a place that I think

‘ah ha, now I have arrived… I know God.

This is what He wants…!’ 

Father, if I awake in the morning and do not ask for Your Path today, I have begun my day in sin.  If I have not laid down my own pleasures to take up Your Yoke, I have continued in sin.  If I do not open the eyes of my heart rather than my eyes of desires, I will fall into temptations. 

I am broken, so broken as I repent

with regret of so many excursions

I have found worldly pleasures in. 

I come this morning with new ‘dumbness’, new acknowledgements that if I think I know, I am competing with Your Blessings and I resign that position with all that is in me. 

Take me to Your Mountain Tops

and the Valleys that show Your Abundance Flowing

for my eternal Life

You Want for me. 

I stop living for the moment,

with Your Help,

and begin Living for Life Purposes

as eternity is the Setting. 

I want to live with You, Father

…. IN ETERNITY....

I just want to live for You

with praise upon my heart continually,

eternally...!

Matthew 6:8-13

⁸ “Therefore do not be like them. For your Father knows the things you have need of before you ask Him. ⁹ In this manner, therefore, pray:

      Our Father in heaven,
      Hallowed be Your name.
       ¹⁰ Your kingdom come.
      Your will be done
      On earth as it is in heaven.
       ¹¹ Give us this day our daily bread.
       ¹² And forgive us our debts,
      As we forgive our debtors.
       ¹³ And do not lead us into temptation,
      But deliver us from the evil one.
      For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.^[c]

Isaiah 57:15

A Message from the high and towering God, who lives in Eternity, whose name is Holy: "I live in the high and holy places, but also with the low-spirited, the spirit-crushed, And what I do is put new spirit in them, get them up and on their feet again.

Whispers That Revisit Throughout My Sleep And Wake

Beloved I am here. 

I am wiped out as mush, limp and soaked by

Your Whispers that

Revisit throughout my sleep and wake. 

I cannot stop such Fervor.  My throat fills with sweet weeping it has seized from Extreme Saturation of Your Affection Pouring Expeditiously upon my soul.  Astonished and sitting as a pupil at Your Feet, You take the weakness of my thoughts as a means to transport Your Sacred Gift of Love to Move me Close to the Sweet Spirit of You, the I Am; so Inviting.

Ever in Pursuit

to Catch each of my roaming concepts

or a theory I might follow,

to Escort its folly back to Your Truth instead. 

Oh Beloved, I admit defeat to any desire for another. 

I yield to this Rage of Love; Outrageous Harmonious Connection that Bonds its Friendship to involve a Union with Pure Unheard Connotations from the Height of Holiness to the center of my heart.  

Love Sings its Infatuation

towards me in a Language

Created by the Creator of Love It Self. 

Angels joining the sounds of rejoicing from the soon spotless bride as songs play in the atmosphere like sparkles of color catching the light of the sun, causing the skies to be filled with Hue of Delight.  Hymns of Miracles become the praise heard as Astounding Phenomenon is the Voice of His bride.

Persistent relentless devotion is carried from the Secret Place to the Gaze of the Son of Man the Father sent to Move me toward Him.  Ceaseless Commitment from the Sweet Existence and Energy of Jesus, my Tireless Friend, to Envelop every breath I breathe; Formulating His Seal upon me as His eternal Reward, His Gift of Love to me.

I am taken aback

as I ponder such Profound Love,

for I can only learn

from accepting

this Affection from its Creator

as I fumble about to understand.  

For how can I say I love except to say I will take the Challenge to be as I see and find? 

How can I wrap my thoughts around anything but what I have been Given? 

This Love so Infinite, so Immeasurable as its Boundless limitation extends to the Never-ending. 

I know only

to take the tiny I can see

and return it

to Him who Created and is Love,

as often as I become Capable by Him.  

As words slip out like the waters of Niagara,

it is my heart that He Holds and Bids His Prize. 

So I allow my heart to wonder about in the Amusements of His Love so that it gathers all the Variety of the Beauty He is.  It is There the core of my being has Perfect Light and I live as His Favorite and Learn. 

His Fire Sets a Flame upon all my thoughts to be brave, to take all my fragile plots to His Character for Restoration and Healing. 

Oh how I hold on to this Place,

desiring this daily Walk in the Garden of His Love. 

For words my appear to repeat and sound familiar, but nothing is familiar of His Love – for He is Fresh and New each morning as I place my heart to the attention of

His

Whispers

that Revisit throughout

my sleep and wake.

Daniel 2:19 (MSG)

[ Dream Interpretation: A Story of Five Kingdoms ] That night the answer to the mystery was given to Daniel in a vision. Daniel blessed the God of heaven, saying, "Blessed be the name of God, forever and ever. He knows all, does all: He changes the seasons and guides history, He raises up kings and also brings them down, he provides both intelligence and discernment, He opens up the depths, tells secrets, sees in the dark—light spills out of him! God of all my ancestors, all thanks! all praise! You made me wise and strong. And now you've shown us what we asked for. You've solved the king's mystery."

Heavenly Unmeasured Moment

Father to whom all my thoughts and purpose belong,

to You who is the Splendor of all that is;

I just want to sing my heart to You

or whistle a tune that catches Your Attention

and Turns Your Eyes to See

the depth of my love for You today. 

Being with You makes even the minute or two that I am there, stop all earthly time and I go into a Heavenly Unmeasured Moment. 

For I marvel how it will carry throughout my day

as if I remain captured

in that Truth Immovable

that was Planted in my heart. 

I am unable to gauge its Power, I just accept it with determined awareness and know that You will Sketch it upon my day to Outline its Goal in me. 

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Oh how Striking Your Thoughts

and Delightful Your Charm

as You Burst the Containers of Your Sweet Aroma

over Your vessels

that we may be set apart

and transport Your Sacred Holiness

as the Sweet Name of Jesus is our Power. 

Your Anointing Oil falling over our heads to walk in a New Life and New Paradise that Raptures us to Unknowns.   Singing a song that comes from the broken humanity we are to the Richness of Your Bliss. 

You, Father;

You are the One I hold on to. 

You are the only One

that I want to know

so that all my conversation

has been Filtered through Your Kindness

and Purposes to others You Love so much. 

I thrill at these Moments that Strengthen something within that Exhilarates my soul. 

When I am taken to duties of this earth,

I count down events

for the next Enchanted Romance

with You I will bask in. 

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Oh see my heart, oh see my love searching for the Fascination of Togetherness. 

I give myself to You,

for You are my obsession as I was first Yours. 

I constantly want to absorb You

as You Draw me to these Fountains of Provisions. 

I want to relinquish my own provisions and surrender to the Narrow Boulevard of Your Avenue.   It is worth each struggle to catch Your Secret Place for a moment.  Moving me to Unfamiliar Mysterious Affirmations of Love unnoticed prior to this Dwelling.  Love Exploding within me as You Push Open Doors of Inspiration. 

I am here. 

I am singing my love back to You. 

I am accepting Your Heart over me

as I focus upon Your Beauty. 

I look upon Your Love and I am Changed. 

Changed to want only You. 

Come, Lord, come be the Flame inside of me that Burns with Love Unspeakable.  Make me one with You. 

I love You with passion I have Learned from You. 

Come, Lord, come be the Flame inside of me. 

I sing of You as the Foundation for all my ways. 

I sing of You forever,

to live in

Heavenly Unmeasured Moments with You.

Instantaneous Twinkle Of Your Appointment

Father, Most Holy, I recognize this morning that I still remain mystified of Your Glory and Presence when visited by Saturday night’s tangible knowing.  Turning my thoughts and my heart fixed upon You when I called, You Arrived like the scent of a rose - unmistakable, and I stood frozen and trembling, wondering, ‘what do I do?’ 

Do I share this moment with those around me,

do I mention You have come in a

Supernatural Fashion of Majestic

as we nonchalantly continue our conversation as if nothing happened? 

My senses note that

I am not alone

as the Voice of Your Presence Awakens

my tousled mind to silence while I pondered my next move. 

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It is then that I realized… I really do not know what to do? 

Oh Father, I feel so saddened this morning as my heart returns to that moment again; knowing the day, knowing the hour of this Instantaneous Twinkle of Your Appointment with me and I could only freeze. 

I have so many thoughts now that I wished I had asked for I have such a heart of questions.  It seems so simple now that I could have just said… ‘Yes, Lord – what would You like for me to do’ or ‘Yes, Lord – thank You for joining us in this sort of manner’ or even ‘Yes, Lord – we honor You Most Holy God, for no other is like You’. 

I apologize deeply

for preferring my own way

when Love so Profound

Walked in to my knowing a new. 

It is hidden in the secret of my heart as the Mysterious Way as Your Plan unfolds in my life daily while I ramble on about such Glory on the earth. 

I have inherited the Instinctive Calling of Your Spirit within me for You Dwell in our praises and You Speak Clearly, it is only my flesh that struggles with the hearing. 

You are Moving about the earth is such Fresh New Ways. 

The natural of the Supernatural is screaming to be more real as You Proclaim the Inevitable of Your Coming to Receive the bride of Christ.   For His Return shall also be an

Instantaneous Twinkle of Your Appointment

where we shall see Him Face to face, the Lover of our soul, the Redeemer of our hearts, the One who died to bring us Life Eternal. 

Oh how I long for this Union.  How I long to be in the Arms of One who Loved me knowing my condition and heart so perplexed. 

And as I wait,

oh, as I wait for this Twinkle,

I take a closer look at His Life

and daily examine His Way,

His Constant Path that leads to You, Father. 

For He Gave up Heaven’s Comfort to Show me something Spectacular, a Papa that Loves Deeper than our minds can go.  And the

Instantaneous Twinkle of Your Appointments

will increase as I seek to find and know what to do when They Come. 

How EXCITING…! 

I know it is beyond my imagination

but that doesn’t mean

I can’t try to imagine….!!!!!

Colossians 3:1-4 (MSG)

 ^1-2 So if you're serious about living this new resurrection life with Christ, act like it. Pursue the things over which Christ presides. Don't shuffle along, eyes to the ground, absorbed with the things right in front of you. Look up, and be alert to what is going on around Christ—that's where the action is. See things from his perspective.

 ^3-4Your old life is dead. Your new life, which is your real life—even though invisible to spectators—is with Christ in God. He is your life. When Christ (your real life, remember) shows up again on this earth, you'll show up, too—the real you, the glorious you. Meanwhile, be content with obscurity, like Christ.

Dress Me This Day In Your Array

Father, Holy God,

Dress me today,

Dress me this day in Your Array. 

Hang Your Accessories about my neck

as a Word

to Direct my path

to all

Your Incredible Dwelling Places. 

Place the

Reflections of Your Eyes within mine

so that I have Your Color

mirrored when looked upon. 

May I carry

Your Spirit

like an Aroma that Insists

upon its Place before I enter. 

Cover me with

Magnanimous Moisture of Compassion,

sensing the needs of those around me

as I look past their outer appearance and actions

to see deeper.  

May I wear Your Name

as the Real Class I belong

and offer assistance

to my sisters and brothers

who without a word spoken,

call out in desperate cries to be heard. 

The New Life within

released

as the Flowing Substance of Your Love seen,

crushing all attempts

of the enemy to rule. 

Turn my own pain and sorrow

around

to expose Your Risen Son

as Alive and Triumphant

above and beyond the weight

I might struggle to carry. 

For You are not a myth or fiction,

but Truth that Carry’s all our sorrows,

as Your Love Broke

the chains that burden the soul. 

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Father, Pick my thoughts,

as one would pick amazing routes to a destiny,

to move me to Your Beautiful Unknowns. 

Guide my thoughts by Your Kindness

so that the vision seen

is Your Glory about me. 

For my assignment today

I will purpose to quickly restrict offenses

from penetrating my mind

that endeavors the right to be meditated upon. 

I will tear down all vain imaginations

that are not of Your Covering

by the Righteousness of Jesus within my heart. 

Wearing His Name like an Ornament

as I announce His Worth;

Jesus,

my Savior and Friend

who Carried to You my lost soul.  

Rightful Ruler with Power

and to be Exalted

above all names.

Jesus is worthy

of the First Place

in all my life

as I wait His Coming again after me. 

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Dress me today, Papa,

to reflect You

as I wear my Garment of Praise

Given by Your Spirit of Life. 

Dress me in Your Love.

Colossians 3:12 (MSG)

So, chosen by God for this new life of love, dress in the wardrobe God picked out for you: compassion, kindness, humility, quiet strength, discipline. Be even-tempered, content with second place, quick to forgive an offense. Forgive as quickly and completely as the Master forgave you. And regardless of what else you put on, wear love. It's your basic, all-purpose garment. Never be without it.