Full Of Your Work That Keeps Exploding Its Kindness

Oh Father, I love being in Your hands.  I sob inwardly with this joy unspeakable. I am so full of Your work that keeps exploding its kindness.  As I sway back and forth with the melody of Your Love, I can only wade deeper into this kindness.  Trust being placed within my touch with every step You bid me come.   When I feel lost, it is only because I looked to the side, not because You moved.  


I am not afraid.  I am not frightened for Your voice is soft and I have come to find the Light that chases away my darkness does not bring me shame, but awakened Love unspeakable.  Your finger never points in condemnation, but only in this open invitation to a better path.  A direction well worth, for my good, my attention.  


Oh what will others say, my mind frightens my step.  But kindness keeps me going; kindness far beyond mans sight to respond.  Kindness that constructs my life to never regret!   Oh the hurt my flesh feels at the rejection of mankind yet the Love it creates in me somehow, towards the listening of Your heart beat, this exploding kindness. 


Waiting in this deep love, waiting with such wonders of passion, waiting in the thickness of love’s substance – while pains are tended to, covered with the works I am unable to compose on my own.  I listen to the waves of unknown sounds from my own inner spirit as I am being crafted into a new assembly.  Turned to know a consuming safety that teaches me, instructs to edify my thinking.  Tutoring and coaching me in explaining the fashion of Your Place; Your Kingdom, not mine.  


Demonstrate, clarify, Father, these fruitful lectures while I wait.  I am so full of Your work that keeps exploding its kindness.

Beauty Of Love Dreams

Jesus, I have such a deep want this morning.  

Like a yearn to be with my own, 

for the tie with them goes so far into my life 

it has such a natural overwhelming desire.  

Placed in the mysterious making of this mama’s heart; 

so is this adoration, 

this affection that has this intent look 

to the rhythm of our connection You formed.  

I want to gawk 

with my own awkwardness 

into Your love 

as I stumble around in the attempt 

to know what or how to act in its glory.  

Watching for every opportunity 

to understand more, 

to gather its completeness it develops 

as it turns my upside down life 

into Your amazing picture of style.  

I cannot but help looking back.  

Oh to look back 

and keep tight in my mind 

Your touch 

so softly upon my life.  

To retain Your song 

that creates my days 

into the beauty of love dreams.  

Love dreams 

that float and give hints 

of Your desire for me 

as they carry my mind 

into realizing Your Kingdom 

has come to my life.  

I commit to memory 

and the awe-inspiring bliss of disclosing; 

oh to make known such blazing burst 

of this fire that warms my heart.  

Display this fire, 

Jesus, 

display its glimmer 

that opens my mouth to twinkle like a star.  

Flaunt Your love 

in full array 

as the exhibit we crave to understand.  

For the blaze of such love 

sends out a beam of light 

that reaches the sky 

and one glace changes us forever. 

Its sparks burn 

the hearts of man 

with the unnatural substance of Your presence 

and the heart then knows 

only to find warmth at this Place forever.  

To turn away from all other sources 

that try to imitate 

and be content to only what is real.  

Your song 

that creates my days 

into the beauty of love dreams!   

To You, Jesus, I lift my soul.  

Reflection Your Love Returns To Me

Oh True One, 

One of Simple Love 

that carries the whole of creation.  

My many words take a back seat 

to my heart that speaks 

with a single attraction to You.  

Hear my emotion 

as I close my eyes to see.  

See the blue skies 

that open all the doors 

of my heart to You.  

See my fixed attention 

of the reflection 

Your love returns to You.  

May it sing to the Most High 

as I hold this thought 

like I would a note of high honor.   

Awaiting to see 

the extension of life 

for this very moment, 

for I catch this opportunity 

with great enthusiasm 

of its outcome.  

Forgive my weeping 

as I break under this attraction.  

Forgive my weakness 

to hold this treasured love 

without falling to the ground.  

For I am but a portion 

to carry such greatness 

and the weight of such wonders 

cause the loss of control 

as I feel the tremble of my strength 

to accept this quantity, 

my measure so enormous.   

Love measured for me 

that has only my best 

in its gift, 

only my success 

without the flaws of this worlds touch.  

Love alone in design 

that cannot escape 

from its purpose for me.  

Sent to be as the mirror 

before me 

so that I will not lose sight 

of its greatness.   

Forgive me for shaking 

as I ponder Your heart after me.   

Forgive me for these sobs 

that come from a fear 

I do not understand.  

How do I carry such Love, 

I cannot but ask 

for I am weak, 

so weak.  

Fascinated in that I cannot stay away, 

yet I cannot contain it all.  

Fascination begs 

to make my returns 

as often as thought possible.  

Staying on the edge 

so each call to jump 

will be heard 

as the wings of Your arms 

visibly appear in the midst of my fall.   

See my fixed attention 

of the reflection 

Your Love returns to You.   

Wrongs - My Own

Father, my heart walks in this morning.  My love seems to be dancing with a song that won’t stop. What amazing love to carry within!  

I am so convicted by such a drenching of Your love.  I look at circumstances of painful thoughts and carry these to You, for the difficulties I cause among those I cherish can become complicated.  As Your child I seek a moment to tell You of their pain that may be caused by my own misunderstanding or strong will to have my own secret self indulgence.  I cry for their freedom to forgive while holding to my own locked closet of punches I feel overwhelmed and shut down over.  My greatest pleasure is to come and admire Your place with me, my place with You; and yet I know I am stumbling when looking around to see another that also Your heart yearns to find safe in Your keeping.  As Your child this morning, I am able to bring this heavy load to You and take on Your yoke, for Your yoke is easy and Your burden is light.  I acknowledge this displacement of my heart and acknowledge Your sincere want to correct the minds of those You love.  How great is Your love.  How sweet is this love that has unlimited space to bear my burdens that I both cause and that others cause upon me.  I am so moved by Your compassion and involvement of every thought that passes my heart and mind.  Jesus gave me Your address.  Jesus showed me Your passion.  He made this conversation possible by first His walk upon earth and death that could not hold Him.  As my heart names those who stumble over my way, heal the bridges between us as I surrender to acknowledge my inability to make my own way award me pleasures.  I take the lighter way, Your Way; with a tight hold to the Way Jesus taught.  

Thank You for causing me to recall a dream I had a few nights ago in which You spoke so kindly to my troubling heart.  As I slept in an uncomfortable state of mind I was taken to a room and left alone as I awaited those who would come in and speak deep into me the faults and failures I owned and would give opinion of me.  No one came so I was taken to another room to await this same knowledge but again no one came.  I stood in the room with such draining and difficulty of this wait.  Oh how it hurt to be judged while inward not knowing what actions had brought about this trail.  I waited and waited for so long as my heart grew heavier and heavier.  No one came.  Room after room to wait and wait and wait.  No one ever came.  I woke up so discouraged and heavy with the burden of my unknown sentences.  I stirred in my bed trying to awake so that I could begin my day but this troubling dream held its pain against my chest.  Then I heard Your heart say with such fact behind its question to me that my whirlwind mind suddenly stopped.  You spoke, “Did anyone come to condemn you?”  I said “no, no one showed up.”  You said, “Neither do I condemn you.”  I wish I could say I rejoiced and skipped like a free spirit set free from its cage but I was so stunned.  Stunned..! I lay there with that same heaviness and pondered… what? I did not know how to react! But love again stayed close and hugged me as I opened to receive what had soaked into the thoughts of a heavy momma's heart.  As a smile began to develop upon my heart, I recalled a message in the Bible of such a lady being taken before the Lord, my sweet Jesus, condemned by others and He stopped all actions as He spoke these same words to her life.  How do I carry such a forgiveness while I yet have such little understanding of how it all works; for I hold so many failures and my walk is feeble.  My passion is but a spark and yet His is a fire.  

Father, I let Your love speak to my heart this morning as You call this dream to remembrance.  I am Your child, created under Your Love, and in this place I roam with my big and small accounts while Your Love covers my walk.  I give my all to You to keep my soul. 

Come In True Love

My God, my heavenly Father, I am a song for You today. I am a tune to play. I am a note that rings of Your Glory.  I catch my thoughts of You soaking into my soul, as each one carry’s Your Love and paints this artistic vision of heaven’s beauty.  Like a dream, but I am awake.  How tiny I feel, yet how enormous Your Love pours as I am overwhelmed with Your loyalty towards me.  I sense such Love, a fondness within, and yet realize I only sense what is Yours and has come from You!  I am overtaken by this draft that blows in a constant flow through every crack my heart allows.  I cannot seal away this bursting passion that You are so intense on showering me with.  I cannot cover its hue from my face.  You are inescapable and I surrender to Your Love.

My arms begin to sing as they wonder about, rising to the sky in response to something high.  I don’t know how such things arrive, but I’m caught in the beauty of this ride.  My words stop speaking in a natural flow and begin to sing with melodies I seem to know somewhere inside.  I crumble under its load, I am fixed within its path; for I have been taken, oh I have been taken, to the light that sees my darkness.  Its shine chases away the dreary and leaves its mark of Son light.  I am free, oh I am free from more than I knew I was under.  I am released to dream and hear a Love so far from my own.  A Love designed for me to accommodate…building a mansion with colors my imagination reaches to find.  I listen close, I run to hear.  I open every window and door.  I seek to give room and I seek to welcome this Love I have found.  Oh come in, True Love.  Come in.  Come dine with me and I will be Yours.  Come carry me to all the corners of my mind and show me, come show me, Your face with the expression of such divineness.  I will sing of this Love forever.  I will sing of You.  I will be Your song forever.  I will be the bride awaiting Your Son. 

Change me with Your Love.  Do not stop Your Love in storms of downpour.  Transform me as Your Love makes preparation for Your Son’s arrival.  Alter and modify all the holes within my heart as I surrender to Your replacing Love.  I desire the world to know, Jesus is my reward.  I am His bride.

Loving His Place In Our Lives

Life is so amazing...!  Can you really imagine Jesus walking among us?  I’m not being in some imaginary thought but being real.  This room holds Him.  He is walking right beside my children, me, my family, my home, my every moment.  Now….. can you imagine Him Smiling while He walks or do you imagine Him crying while He walks?? 

I see Jesus dancing with my son this morning as the morning started.  I see Jesus getting tickled over another son’s choice of clothes.  I see Jesus walking in yet another son's footsteps and giggling over how he steps. 


I see Jesus behind all the walls we have up and LOVING His place in our lives.  Loving it like He has the Best Life in the WORLD..!!!!   Do you see that… :0-)  the BEST LIFE..!   Loving me and my family and not finding what I don’t give as His reward or even His disappointments but what I do give and "Feelings" Ooooohhhhh Yeahhhhh "FEELINGS" of how wonderful it feels to be friends with me.  


Like meeting a new friend and you ‘hit it off’… that’s how Jesus feels about me… we ‘hit it off’ and that is how He feels about all my children, grand children, and even my tiny little great grand children.   What a new refreshed light… me as the reward or treasure worth fighting for.  Me, as I am…. Not something I am becoming or was or trying to betray…. But ME…ME…. ‘I’ am worth the fight Jesus made to die.  What a thought.  Can you see it… can you see Jesus dying… can you really see it.  there He is dying and you have to watch because it isn’t a show… it is real.  It isn’t something He is trying to show you… it just is… He is dying because it is what He WANTS to do for me.  He knows that the flesh that is hurting is hardly a pain in comparison of what He is going to have in His Love for me.  For me… for me… what He will enjoy and find such unspeakable pleasure Loving me right now… at this second… with no further knowledge or no further progress of my own.  Wow… the healing has begun.  All the walls…. Falling.  No shame, no blame, just the Love that was Created to Love me.  I want to be just like Him.

Acquaint Me With Power From On High

Fairest of All, Glorious God Above all, the One that Proves Him Self as each day brings a beginning and end.  You ARE my Daily Bread to Live from and You are not challenged by those who speak against You as I am.  You do not wonder how You can answer such questions.  You are the Portion of Grace that I lay against as I take my hurts, fears, unknowns to Your Heart. Friends and acquaintances who declare there is no God, those who cannot find Jesus as anything other than a ‘good person’ - I am troubled; but You are Secure and I am in the Boundaries of Your Love and Passion so I wait upon You as I come today for the Wake of my own understanding in You and sit at the Table of Your Wisdom.  As I am met  with those who shirk a laugh that You are not real, I beg Your Pardon for them, that they may be faced with Your Gracious Love and find no way around Your Heart that Woes them to Dare step into the Flow of Your Work.  For You are not mocked, oh Lord, but You sent a Redeemer that died for the broken and crushed, those wounded of heart too weak to stand.  How often I have prayed for the souls of those in darkness, but in their aim so fierce I find such sadness.  Build my thoughts to know the arrows shooting are but false and have no sting so that I can return the Life so Abundant of Your Ultimate Sacrifice before their hearing.  Release Your Passion through me so I see them as You see them.  

May I become acquainted

with the Power of such Love that was Sent, to give them Hope once again.  I tear down the lies that feed on their soul, as I Listen in Obedience to Your Word within me and release it to our conversations.  Teach me Your Ways as I continue to be a voice and an instrument of Your Wonders.  I am Born Again and Living in the Kingdom of God with the Thunder of Your Power Working in this world.  None is like You, oh God.  None is or has ever been like You.  All things created tell the story of You.  As this Story Lives out its Glory for eternity, I will join its Song and be its vessel as I seek and ask for answers for Daily Bread from You.  Acquaint me with Power from on High.  Every excuse against Your Story is shut down as I declare the Name Jesus Above All to be my Source, You are the Word that has Rule and I trust in You…!

John 3:16-18 (The Message)

"This is how much God loved the world: He gave his Son, his one and only Son. And this is why: so that no one need be destroyed; by believing in him, anyone can have a whole and lasting life. God didn't go to all the trouble of sending his Son merely to point an accusing finger, telling the world how bad it was. He came to help, to put the world right again. Anyone who trusts in him is acquitted; anyone who refuses to trust him has long since been under the death sentence without knowing it. And why? Because of that person's failure to believe in the one-of-a-kind Son of God when introduced to him.