The music of creation has my attention today.
Sounding from my thoughts;
you know, like when you see a baby smile.
Something happens within
that softens your emotions
and your attention forgets
what you were thinking,
what you were doing
and has to ponder the smile
that has entered for your pleasure.
God's creation has that same sort of music.
You see it
and it’s like a song of thoughts
come to soften and steal your heart
to the wonders of
'what is He smiling about?'
Then all of a sudden you realize
that His eyes have caught yours
and that is what brought on the smile...
just like the baby.
Having no fear,
....just looks at you and smiles.
Yes, the music of creation (me)
has my attention
and I just saw God look at me and smile.
In seeing such a beautiful smile,
I know only to continue my question of thoughts.
Why have I caught His attention
that He would show such pleasure?
My first response might go to my failures
I have judged against myself
and so I might want to cover them
with a quick reason why I acted as such.
When I see that His smile has continued
I wonder if my good has outweighed my bad;
but something within knows
that is never going to happen.
Is His smile locked towards me forever,
Have I anything to fear?
Should I try to understand?
Should I ask,
why is this Love stretching so low
to reach between my zillion thoughts
that cram into my morning,
to catch my attention, this music of creation?
Like a baby whom I have no acquaintance
searches his world for eyes to fix upon,
finds eyes everywhere
and smiles of pleasure are expressed
across his face.
Satisfied to watch
as the entertainment of life plays out;
Poppa God takes my world
as His responsibility
to cover in unconditional love.
His smile sounds of bells ringing,
as suddenly I hear
coming from my walk in His Garden.
His smile is taking on a song
that tells His Story and I listen.
He tells of how this Love
has no end for He has no end.
“No end?” I ask.
now a beautiful song sounding
responds, “I Am.”
My chin lifts
as if I might better understand infinity
if I look up
but it’s as if the impossible
surrounds my mind.
escapes my thoughts.
“Worth has no end.”
“I have placed ‘Worth’
and nothing can take away this mark.”
“So I have ‘Worth’?”
The Song responds again
to now saturate every part of me,
as if I have stepped into a heaven realm
that takes away the ground beneath me,
and it Sings to me,
“My eyes see
the dance of my Spirit
day and night.
For I created the sun, moon,
and all the glory of breath and life.
My Spirit dances
within all I created
and is centered within
each of my children.
My gift to you,
gives ‘you’ Worth which has no end.”
I see that love
has enlightened my thoughts
and I rejoice.
For in portion
as I ponder my own children
whom I adore.
With fresh thoughts
I carry Your Name
with new insight.
I am Yours, the “I Am”.