As I come close
to such a place as Your Presence,
Father, I want to
honor You
as I take my heart
now with all its wonders so full
of what You put
there.
For I am so amazed
at what seems
to be
Your pleasure in me.
Giving to You
who I am,
what I am;
met with so many surprises
I never quite totally perceive
how You are going to show me
Your own heart.
I only seem to see a portion
because it has such extremes involved.
The moment I breathe
in the delight
of joy
You cause me to be sensitive to,
I struggle to embrace
without my own poking of
self faults.
I wonder… do You see
them?
Have You closed Your Eyes
so that
You can take me?
I suppose it is hard to
comprehend
Your passion while such kicking
and squirming goes on.
But, I am learning to love You
far more than what
I thought
was possible within me.
It is
awesome feeling such love,
proving an explanation
of why I am living.
It seems like only yesterday
that I recall
knowing You loved me
but it was more of
something my mother taught me
rather
than the experience
of such sweetness it is today.
Now I search for any moment,
any opportunity
I can find
to bring myself to You
and lay in this unknown.
For without my knowing,
I began to love
and
know You
with my own purpose of life
altering my days and affections.
Fascinated as You gave me courage
to explore
such a
scary place
as an Almighty.
Such
an Author
of this world’s before and after,
I drew near to You
with shaky faith
and an emptiness
that screamed for real.
Fearless with extreme Love so obvious,
I run to You,
easily grieve when
time has stolen
the ambiance of our joining together.
How I have enjoyed
this time in Your Presence.
Not disappointed,
I take with me yet another
sparkle
that I will wear
as I shine of Your Love.
Papa God, I love You,
love being with You as
it grows.
Jesus was such a great Gift
from You
for my eyes to find You.
For without my knowing,
I began to Love and
find You don't close Your Eyes,
but watch my steps
with pure passion.
