Father, the position that You Are,
puts me at a place
where at times I
am so uncomfortable.
The One,
the only
One
and I know this,
yet often my heart tries to carry on
as if I myself had
this place.
Forgive me
when I do this
injustice to Your position.
This is when
You are so faithful
to show Yourself strong
and with mercy,
You crumble my
lofty heart.
Save me from the thoughts I
have
that exalt them self’s
against Your Throne
and try to dominate
over my
brothers and sisters.
My life is but a
puff of smoke;
and yet in that,
You have placed
a zillion thoughts and actions
to
give me fulfillment
which does not allow me
to think I am insignificant.
In the span of eternity,
‘now’
seems hardly
noticeable;
but You say You have a Plan for me,
a Place
that I will not only
take with You at this moment
- but for all eternity
in which I cannot
fathom.
I wait for Your Voice,
all the while
walking
in the garden of Your Presence.
I
struggle with flesh,
all the while
I am held tightly in Your hands.
I wish for the unspeakable,
all the while
You
have every need
I could possible want laid before me.
Love has a grip on me
that sings before I
have ears to hear it.
Love travels like
the wind
as I pass through it without notice.
Like the air I breathe,
I inhale the Life You are,
as the poison that
wants my life
escapes to be filtered
by Your grace for my next breath.
Amazing amazements to have Your love.
I am
so grateful for Your position;
You are the I Am,
the beginning and the end,
the
Holy One
that has set eyes upon me
for a purpose I so want to fulfill
with the
love you have showed me.
Take my life,
as it is,
and continue to saturate me
in the grace and mercy
of such abundant
love
so that I can change
and be this image of You.
So that I can shine like the stars
as I reflect
Your holiness,
not my own attempt to be.
Shower me in Your Wonders….!
